Muahaha =DD

2012

2012-01-06T15:31:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! I really look forward to this year because of many things bound to happen. First, i am going to be promoted to uncle in the coming June/July. My niece/nephew is a dragon baby!! That is so awesome man! Second is the May trip to Taiwan again, hehe. This time round is in spring and can see my super friendly(hao ke) and awesome relatives there!!! And lastly, the start of new semester, because this one month break tells me holiday is fucking boring if there isnt much activities planned and no source of income!! Then again next semester break will have to go for 1st cycle of reservice. oh my tian. ):

i have many many new year resolutions!!

stay healthy all my family, relatives and friends
work harder for sem2. i mean give in my best not just plain study.
smile more!!
treat everyone sincerely.

haha!

the modules im taking this sem is as followed

eg1108! electrical engineering. hope it is not like eg1109..):
mle1101..material engineering, hopefully more on chemistry cos i am better at it than physics LOL
ma1506..NO SKIPPING OF LECTURES ANYMORE!! I SWEAR
gek1002! Jap studies!! look forward to the modern japan part hehe
laj2201! jap 2..i wan work harder for my 3rd lang hehe
es1102! english!!! mus jiayous lo though i dun like it.

:D

Post-exam

2011-11-30T18:03:00.002+08:00

Finally the arduous journey of first semester in NUS Engineering has ended last Thursday. I don't understand why do they want to set the papers so difficult that even a full textbook beside me it would not help in anyway. I don't wanna think about it now on the grades because i have definitely screwed it up so i could only pray for the better now and of course enjoy my precious 1 month break. Hehe

I have received two good news, one from my sister and the other my mummy. My mummy is bringing me back to Taiwan to visit relatives and relax a little. I simply love to be in winter's country because it is plain awesome. It has been awhile since i'd gone back to Taiwan for leisure purpose, not ex.starlight. hehe! ITS GONNA BE AWESOME MAN!

My sister told me she is pregnant for a month plus now!!!!! COOL!! and the expecting date will be next year July. Seriously, this is a great news to me!!! I will have a niece or nephew next year and i am definitely gonna dote on him/her so much!!! :D Excited man!!!

6 more hours to first of Dec and its international AIDS' day as well as my sister's birthday. Happy 23th birthday sister! Hope you like the gift from me. haha.!!

I have been shopping for awhile on my winter clothing, i am still short of an outer jacket, gonna get it by friday and i am ready to fly off!! Too bad my sister could not join us because my mummy says just pregnant cannot take airplanes. I did not aware of that. haha but still i am gonna enjoy myself before sem 2 starts!!

I have been sleeping so much that day and night have turned upside down. i can sleep until headache this shows how much i sleep lol. but who cares... :D

Will upload pics when i come bk from tw!!

and btw Walking dead is AWESOME !!! :P

tons of hwks

2011-10-31T01:18:00.002+08:00

My life is all about studying now and i think it is disgusting. i hate to be in school on the weekends reading my lecture notes and no matter how much i dislike it i still have to force myself to do what i dislike because i have no choice. People always say you decide on your own life. to a certain extent i disagree with it. Of course i can choose to stop studying now and clueless-ly live the rest of my life. but it is not that i want to study, it is the circumstance forces you to do it. if you don't, you will be stigmatized as low-educated and bound to have hard time to find job or even lowly paid. of course studying can gains knowledge but sometimes i think we have too little time to appreciate and know what we are studying for can be linked to the real world. lecturers are always rushing to complete their modules without letting students to appreciate the arts of the modules better. and no, i don't have so much time to find out myself because beside insurmountable pile of assignments, i still have to revise for quiz, and catch up the distance which i am left behind and also weekends are for online assignments.

i need to travel...but thinking, i have to save up money! i am broke! ): 1 more month!!!!!! Just bear with it for another month!! i can do it. nights!

2011-09-30T02:11:00.003+08:00

Life sucks being a university student in NUS. I have never been so stress in my life and that even my dad realized it. He came to fetch me after my math paper on tuesday at 10pm. So he always asked about my exam since when i was in secondary.

Dad: How is your test?
Me: Hard
Dad: First time that i hear you say hard..
Me: yes no easy life in nus!!

oh well it sucks and after i reached home the ans was already uploaded and i got 4/10. coolness! honestly i dont know if i did my best because i realised its implausible to solve to me. so 4 out of 10 should i be happy or not?

Anyway no point dwelling over spilled milk, because i still have my physics quiz that weighs 20% and has 20 qns. practically 1 qn 1% of your overall and its impossible to finish within 1.5 hrs because so many derivation and traps everywhere from what i can seen from the past year paper.

tmr is friday and i utterly hate it. every friday i have lab test at 9am, follow by jap drama playing which i have to memorise script in JAPANESE then at night physics test at 8. also i have to rush back to yishun for tuition at 430. ):

did i mention what i learnt in japanese for the past 6 weeks in nus is more than what i learnt when i was in Bunka for 6 mnths. i have started to learn kanji and many many verbs except its conjugation. im probably gonna score better in my elective than main module. I met chee seng in school at fass canteen and i joked about transferring to same faculty as him if i cont score so bad. haha. man i should start to be serious and I NEED A GETAWAY which my mum couldnt get her leave for end of this yr. that means no tw trip end of the year, time to work ):

2011-08-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

The plus about blogging is it allows me to jot down my tiny memories so when i look back, it becomes so meaningful. Also it helps me to release my emotions that at times seem so unbearable and wish i could get away far far from this place.

I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE!! JUS ANOTHER FREAKING 4 YRS.
I HATE SEEING BOTH OF YOU..
THX FOR MAKING ME UNDERSTAND VOWS&PROMISES ARE BEING BROKEN SO EASILY AND MONEY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE.
THX FOR ALWAYS LYING TO ME. I HATE TO PRETEND IGNORANCE ANYMORE.

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I SHLD DO WHEN THERE ARE LOVED AND HATRED TOWARDS THEM?

KL TRIP

2011-07-16T06:29:00.004+08:00

Just came back from a short trip to Malaysia. Well, I would not consider that as a trip because i am there not really for shopping and eating but meeting someone dear to me. I reached KL on wednesday afternoon and walked to Nova Hotel from Times Square and checked in for the rooms. I stayed with Esmunde on the 12th floor and well, it is true when people say you get what you pay for. So after checking in, Esmunde brought us to a place called Sun Fong Bak Ku Teh around 15mins walk from our hotel. They served good Bak Ku Teh because the soup is cooked with many types of herbs. They ran out of many other dishes like Pig's Trotter and it was only like 3pm! So after the nourished not-lunch-nor-dinner, we headed to bb plaza and sungei wang to shop. I did not buy much because nothing really caught my eyes. Then we took LRT to Bukit Jalil and ready for our Arsenal Match!! The atmosphere was awesome because there were many Arsenal's fans and of course Malaysia's fans. There were many people playing horns and drums and was really cool to be there watching them played live! No regrets :D After the match we trained back to PLaza rakyat station and took a 20mins walk back to opposite's our hotel where there are many mini local stalls. We ordered Osyter omolette, fried hokkien mee and char kway tiao and also starfruit drinks. haha it tasted good (: After eating we went back to hotel and drank the chivas regal we bought and it is really hard to find alcohol in Malaysia. A fun filled night because we were all too high especially Jerome haha.!

Second day in KL was kinda nervous. We went to starbucks in the early morning to get our iphones into action! After awhile cab down to Chinatown. Many cheaps and imitations place and the variety of watches are crazy!! Then trained to KLCC and attempted to took a few pictures with the Petronas Towers at ground floor =.= lol and the buildings look like the one they fought in Transformer 3! haha We walked around the shops in KLCC but was way too high end, out of the budget we had. So we settled down for our not-lunch-nor-dinner at Madam Kwan. They served good nasi lemak at reasonable price. Then we took cab back to our hotel and went to pavilion until around 12am and had a short drink and mini gambling session with them, lost 20 ringgits. =.= Chatted with Esmunde until 5am haha then went to sleep.

We woke up at 1030 to prepare to check out at 11. It was so rushed because we both was so tired. After checking out at 11am, they decided to eat at Sun Fong again. Haha but this time round most dishes are still available. I think if i were to eat anymore, i am gonna nose bleed because the herbs are too nourished. After eating, we walked to Times square and did aimless shopping for 2-3 hours because there is not much things to buy. We went to Starbucks for a short rest before i went off and they went for a massage at Odessey. Met them back at hotel at 910 and i was running back cause i was late. Lol Reached custom at around 430am and reached home at 540.

Why am i typing all of this now is because i cannot sleep as my mind is still not switch back to Singapore yet. I am thinking of all the time i spent in KL with you. So short yet memorable. ARGH!! I am missing u so badly now, how how how?

I hope i can remember all the bits and pieces when i was with you in KL. I don't want to jot down the things we did in KL because i want it to be all in my mind. (=

Miss u heaps, Jaslyn Low )=

Buffalo wings

2011-06-28T19:56:00.003+08:00

Milk & Me ^^

So red wor ! haha

New friend, Jermin ^^

me.. (=

Our certs XD

Group photo at the hall of fames

WE BROUGHT MONTFORT PROUD!

I was telling myself, the day has finally came, 26.06.11. It's like the most nerve-wrecking meal journey i am gonna embark on. This challenge is not for the weak minded and noob shit. The five specially picked challenges, Kelvin, Kenneth, Shaun, Eunise and Jermin were carefully chosen among millions due to them possessing the die-die-must-get-cert and no-backing-off attitudes. The five iron stomach challengers met up at Hg mall and was being picked up by an unknown yellow caravan to the challenge point at Sunset Grill near to seletar airbase.

The 5 brave souls reached the place in due time and being warned by the judge that after effects would be diarrhea, vomiting, stomach discomfort and might even give up halfway. Without any hesitation, Challenger Kenneth aka platinum stomach from Russia said BRING IT ON. and Eunise known for her diamond tummy from China said 快点上菜啦。。So the rest of 3, Kelvin from Singapore ^^ , Shaun known to be able to swallow a baseball from India and Jermine from Sg ^^ gave a cold smile and remain calmly for the Wings.

The waiter was like 200m away but all 5 challengers could clearly smell the spiciness of the wings and Challenger Kelvin well known for his handsome look told himself THIS CANT BRING ME DOWN! and Shaun, the indian challenger wanted to run away but was caught back! So Kelvin started to debone the chicken and finished eating in 1 sec, thus was given the title of most handsome and fastest ever eating in wings! Second was Jermin known for her big eyes able to send some spell to others so others was not able to see what she did to her chicken wing. Next the indian challenger shaun mutters in his own language and probably praying to his god..er which is...ok nvm. So he managed to complete it without adding additional liquid to the wing. Lastly, left competitors from russia and china, and they were tasked to compete with each other to see who finish it faster. Kenneth was finishing fast but miraculously Eunise did some chinese voodoo towards the end and they managed to finish it at the same time!

Thus this competition ends and 5 of them were termed the champions and never-seen-before heroes.

The 5 of them ended up being good friends and promised never to go back anymore...

(:

HAHA KIDDING PLS DUN BE ANGRY !! (=

Going to KL!

2011-06-16T23:42:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i admire people who have so much courage that they could go ahead do things they like despite knowing what they are doing are deemed as unrighteous or wrong by others. It's never easy to do it because the consequences usually outweighs the pros. I am referring to you my cousin. You have my respect because you don't mind bearing all the sever consequences and go ahead with your choices. I don't think you are being silly or immature as i sincerely believe you have given thoughts about it. You have my blessing and i am happy for you.

Me at aunt's house. Sis took the photo haha

My cousin Hui en (:

Took mc on Monday to see doc on my foot and dentist. Not much of a big problem, and then went to my aunt house with my sister to visit her. I helped my uncle to paint the wall of my aunt's house and it is my first time doing. It was so messy and paints are over your body and hair. haha But it was fun man. I learnt things i never know i could do..i want to try everything i could at least once in my life eh. (=

It's freaking confirm!!! THAT I AM GOING TO KL!! ON JULY 13TH. Cool. Booked nova hotel a 3 star one and what i see from the reviews, i believe i am gonna stay in the worse-than-army-bunk-condition hotel. The reviews are like dirty, nv clean, shower head drop off. But well its not worth it to spend so much at hotels cause i am only staying there for 3d2n and thus budget it (: Can't wait to watch my first live arsenal match (: freaking excited!!

I lurfee you so much! You know who you are (=

2011-06-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

I met up with mum in Takashimaya at Orchard after my work. My mum took train from home and reached Orchard station earlier and gave me a call when i was still on bus. She asked me how to get to Takashimaya from ION. I was like since my mum has difficulties in reading English so i cannot ask her to follow the sign directories using the underpass. So i told her to get out of ION and face the road then turn right and walk all the way until you see Takashimaya. So after i arrived at Takashimaya, i asked my mum how the heck she managed to get here, she was like i navigated through underpass. Then at the point of time i was impressed she did it LOL! It's like your kid finally understand the meaning of 1+1=2. Haha! So my mum and i were hanging around Tommy Hilfiger and Ralph Lauren and she saw a dress of 900 SGD and i told her please don't get that or i will faint. Then after that at the same shop i saw a 200 shirt that is like freaking nice and i wanted to get that but she stopped me like what i did to her Haha! So we went up to the 4th floor and found the Crystal Jade Korean BBQ Restaurant which i promised to treat her after i got my salary. The waitresses have got their Korean outfits and the greetings were in Korean. However all these good fantasies came to an end when we start ordering, and waitress spoken with FLUENT chinese and of course cheena accent. -__- So my mum wanted the ginseng herbal chicken!! It costs $25 bucks. But the menu has got set meal for 2 and we managed to order one set meal for 2 that has chicken, beef, side dishes, 2 bowl of rices, fruits, and changed the soup to herbal chicken by additional cost of $9. The serve was amazingly fast being herbal chicken came first. The SOUP is good! Chicken was so tender and easily teared off and inside the chicken contains glutinous rice which i didn't know that was the characteristics of Korean ginseng herbal soup. I wanted suck the ginseng lo but my mum told me alot people will stare weirdly at us so i didn't haha. If suck at ginseng will live longer man! haha We can choose to ownself bbq or request already bbq beef&chicken. We were recommended with self bbq as she said taste better. Indeed they tasted so juicy and easily chewed being the beef tasted the best! The side dishes had many varieties but it was the standard few, and one of it was the big bean sprouts. I told my mum please don't eat because it is the source of E.Coli. Just before i start to explain what is E.Coli to her she was already chewing it so i like ok forget it. My mum solo drank all the remaining soup as she STRONGLY believes its good for health and complexion. haha. Just when we took a long time and finally finished the meal and thought it is over because we were so bloated then it came the finale fruits. We thought the salad fruit in the side dish was the fruit in the menu they referring to but it weren't. So i guess overall the food was good and its worth the money (:

Afterward i went Kinokuniya with my mum and then took train to City Hall to IT fair and look for friends Jerome and Esmunde who are working there. Well took a great time squeezing through sea of people to arrive at four floor and luckily their store was so near to entrance. Haha Talked to them awhile and realised the sales were not good but true man with ASUS and HP around i would not get toshiba also! Anyway they are going to KL with me to watch arsenal match! (= WOO!! Steady friends are always the best one you can count on haha!

I hope you have give it a thorough thoughts on the impacts of your future and the people around you especially your loved ones. The outcome of your decision might not just affect you alone but your loved ones who care for you unconditionally. The consequences are definitely unfathomable because it is full of uncertainties. I hope you have think it through thoroughly and whatever decision you have make, you just have to embrace it. I will respect all your decision and your outcome cause i want you to live with no regrets and definitely will help you out in whichever way i could. If you are ever reading this, you are my closest and dearest cousin, so i really hope you think from an onlooker point of view. (:

humph

2011-06-09T23:06:00.004+08:00

My left sole

Humph! The sole of my left leg has grown some pimple-like thingy and its very itchy! haha. I don't know what is it. I tried to burst it but just some liquid oozed out and after that it became a red spot that itched. It has been at this condition for like 2 weeks and i noticed my right sole starts to show symtpoms of it growing. So today i went to Guardians Pharmcy and consulted this young pharmacist lady and so i described to her my solo grow pimples. She was like is it painful cause it might be warts/corns. So i told her it cannot be cause i am aware of how warts and corns form and look like. So she told me to take off shoe and sock to show her for a more detailed inspect. And she didn't know what was it and consulted the other older pharmacist on this issue, so she mentioned it is bacteria infection and have to get pescriptions from the doctor. I was quite disappointed to hear that because i thought it would be good if it is something could be healed easily but sadly it isn't so. Anyway the young pharmacist was really helpful to me, thank you so much! haha if you ever gonna read my blog. (: I had this conclusion that majority of girls taking pharmacy or chemistry are generally pretty good looking and it is true. I must visit my house nearby guardian pharmcy more haha!!

I have got my pay today and it is so meagre! I have this in mind that is to save up 50% of my salary from now onwards because i need this sum for emergency, marriage, kids, housing, car, parents. and the list just goes on. -_- but it is way too pathetic and i really have to cut down on spendings and eatings. I promise to treat my mum to a korean bbq this coming saturday because she simply love the ginseng chicken as she thinks is good for complexion and health as well. She deserves to be treated because she has taken good care of me and my needs well (: Thanks Mummy!

Anyway my mum took a few pics of me today after i reached home from work haha!

Sitting upright.

Strangling Yogurt =D

Serious shot with Yogurt haha!

I am so glad i did not dither in making that decision because kelvin is getting happier each day. haha (=

Goodnight peeps. =D

Love

2011-06-07T21:59:00.005+08:00

060611 is the day which i just cannot stop smiling.

I met you in the most ridiculous place ever but it is also how unbelievable that the nonsensical thing could get us together (=

At the very first moment i met you, I already know you are special in many ways. You are kind-hearted, friendly, adorable and as i get to know you more, i realize you are also alluring and sweet at the same time :P Talking to you seem to make my world world lighten up and everyday i seem to be smiling even i am picking up calls or idling. I want this to last long because you seem perfect to me in every ways and also we are compatible in as many ways as the stars up the sky. :P We will definitely, undoubtedly, absolutely, positively work things out, so please wait for me (:

Ah! Every time i think of you, you just send chills down my spine (:

My family

2011-06-07T21:59:00.003+08:00

My Family

He is a very dedicated and caring father and has never once yelled at me despite many wrong doings i did in the past. My dad is also very understanding and calm because it is so hard to make him angry as he knows there must be one party who is cool headed in order to solve the problem and that is him. He gets everything i want and helps me along path of my life. That sums up all the characteristics to be a good father.

My mum was very strict to me when i was young and she believed in caning and scolding as a form of teaching. I was very afraid of her and somehow we are still very close because i know she cares for me. She is pretty much of a pragmatic and hardworking woman that despite her difficulties in speaking English, she still manages to earn the money herself despite the tough job. She is someone who i admire (:

My sister is very argumentative towards me because the way we bicker all the way till now and still continuing. She is jovial and lively person because she knows how to stay happy even things don't go her favor. She works as a nurse and is one of the toughest job as it requires great compassion and patience.

My brother-in-law is smart, understanding and a pretty realistic man. He has zero temper and easily to talk with and is very faithful to my sister. I think he is also quite a smart-street person but weird at times. HAHA!

Cindy is my dog for 11 years and was my birthday gift when i was 11. She has super high pitched barking and like to eat bread. She likes to dig rubbish and look for food and prefer to sleep on bed to floor.

Yogurt is my sister's dog for 2 years and she knows many tricks!! She is super duper adorable and knows how to please people. One downside is she barks at whatever noise created even TV shows but my sis just find excuses that is because she knows how to watch TV. -__-

2011-06-05T13:22:00.002+08:00

My 小阿姨 and me in Taiwan
Sis and my birthday with 爷爷，奶奶，叔叔.
爷爷，奶奶，大姑姑，二姑姑，三姑姑，Father, Mother and my Mis.
My granny now.

These people are important in my life because without them i am not who i am now. Sometimes reminiscing the past could help us realise how fortunate some of us are because there are people in this world still care and concern for us. I am no longer afraid to tell anyone that i come from an imperfection family because i know i have very very perfect relatives and they are amazingly nice people. I always believe how you want people to treat you, you have to treat them the same way in the very first place. So i hope i can keep to my promise and treat them nice when i grow even mature. (:

This few days i am very happy because of someone. I don't know if you know who you are or perhaps you don't even read my blog, but it does not matter, i am still delighted to know you :) I hope things could work out for us because to me you are really special. (:

Gotta go do my own things. Be contented with what you have now because as long as family is there, that is all we need. (:

Shaun's birthday

2011-06-05T11:17:00.005+08:00

Eunise and I decorating the cake. Haha actually it just her i was acting.
Kenneth and Eunise helping out (:
We 3 with our effort finally done!
Ken and I at the secret taxi stand haha!! Not gonna disclose =P
Shaun's Birthday cake.. Credit to Eunise =)
Shaun with his present LOL!
Dinner at Mad Jack.

5th June was an awesome and funniest day ever. Gonna jot down all that i could remember (:

Met up with Eunise and Kenneth after work at Somerset 313 and expected Eunise was always the latest! Haha And she still sms me some nonsense like /find ethex and what helicopter LOL!! I went to cineleisure with Kenneth first to look for shoes for Shaun's Birthday and their vans series is so limited. Then as ken is a crazy dude brought me to this shop which sells waste papers for $1 dollar each. Waste papers like those randomly tored from a book. -__- Then he still brought me around the shop and kept commenting on the pricing haha what an ass!! So after that we were waiting for Eunise near the escalator and spotted her holding a note but after closer inspection we realize infront of it had some bb cream promotion brochure LOL! So Ken being as ass again brought Eunise to that shop again and started commenting. haha i should not have enter man cos once i see those papers i feel like laughing. -___-

Then we went to Takashimaya to look around and saw this Goldlion's set of wallet, keypouch and belt at the price of $88 because it was Father's day promotion LOL. Anyway after that headed down to 313 icing room to make a cake for Shaun. I'm not an artistic person so am really thankful Eunise and Kenneth were there and doing much of the designing. I think we sorta spent 30 mins doing the cake because i duno why we kept laffing haha! Den took a caterpillar cab to teo heng haha.

We had a early surprise birthday for Shaun at Teo Heng KTV! haha then Shaun demostrated his exceptional singing skills. I muz admit he is REALLY really really gd at singing. Another able to sing one is Eunise. Haha her voice like quite high pitched!! i shall not praise kenneth because hes a basket who kept commented on me while i was singing.. LOL what 一步登天 !! haha.. After k Eunise being quite random like she mentioned A...during the K suggested to go eat buffalo wings! lol! haha i didnt mind because i have never been there before and my frens all gave quite gd comments on the place. Thankfully Shaun drove us there because the sunset grill is really very hard to find and after horlan for 15 mins finally found the place and realised its close because there were many people haha. And Eunise was so funny like a kid determine to eat buffalo wings haha. She told the waiter we were behind the last group of diners in the queue all along and kept asking for menus LOL It is just so hilarious. (:

We were all starving at the point of time after leaving sunset grill and decided to head to Nex mad jack to dine there!! haha The foods was okay and i ordered a detox agent..humph? like drinking cucumber haha.. Actually i should not drink that because all along i have good metabolism. Haha So halfway into eating, Eunise's friend pop by and said Hi!. Haha I was pretty amazed by how friendly people are these days so its time for me to be friendly eh? because after all we are all Singaporeans haha! And thanks to Shaun for driving me to bus stop so i could take bus at a convenient location! :D

A pleasant and fun-filled day indeed and ...

Happy early ORD to Kenneth! 5 more days hang in there and your turn is finally here after you have given your prime 2 years UNCONDITIONALLY to Singapore.

Best of luck to Eunise for her exam! It is your last race towards your dreams so concentrate and do well!! Also update us on your new job soon. Will Pop by your fb often = P

Shaun, may you be a father soon! haha no kidding. well! hope you plan your routes properly and live with no regrets.

(:

love,gf,marriage

2011-06-02T00:29:00.005+08:00

I do not know is it just me or is my colleague who has the same age as me but our thinking are totally different. Perhaps i am too old fashioned or too mature =x We have different views on below 3 issues.

Love
I think love is the greatest thing in life and everyone deserves to be loved and no one should toyed any others' feelings. Being in love is wonderful because you will feel as though you are the happiest man in the world and there is a source of motivation every day. Only by being in love we will understand the phrase absence make the heart grow founder and how much the person meant to us.

Having a Gf
Getting into a relationship should expect long lasting ones and not having the mindset of there are better girls out there waiting for you, so why give up the entire forest for a tree. I do not like seeing people having flings like those in a relationship for 2-3 months and broke off because i will never understand why do they even bother to be together in the very first place. To see if they are sutied? That is why we must really love the person because going into a relationship if not will only end up breaking off very soon. Never love a person for a reason. Let's say you like this girl because she has beautiful eyes. what if one day she had an accident and eyes are damaged? So will you no longer like her anymore? We should love each other base on our feelings and not by anything else.

Marriage
Marriage is a life time commitment because it involves setting up a family so it is something we should think twice before stepping into it. It requires great responsibilities and stability. It is like a lifelong investment, you cannot quit suddenly otherwise both parties will suffer the damage greatly. Marriage is the greatest moment of your life and if you ever walk to this stage with someone, it should be a rationale decision and hence it is something to be proud of.

I do not why i think this way which my colleague totally thinks in the opposite way and he tried to rebutt me. Perhaps i don't come from a very perfect family and thus i want to create my own perfection family that is ideal. Already plan to marry at 28 but am single and poor man. Haha..ok time to dream. goodnight everyone!

first time

2011-05-29T22:03:00.005+08:00

Last friday after work met up with Esmunde, Jerome and Clarence at Holland Village. My first time been there and it is like mini clark quay amongst hdbs haha.! We went to a restaurant and it is sorta like a bar where people meet up to drink beer and watch soccer. The atmosphere was good but clark quay is still way better! Then ordered corona at 2 for 12 bucks! Beer was never my type so..yep i did my best to finish it to 1/4. haha. I swear that day was the sinnest day of my life because right after that we went to an ice cream shop near by and i ordered butterscotch waffle. : HAHAHA.. It was ironic cause i asked them if they still wanna head down to the ice cream shop cause i was damm full. In the end they ordered a cup of ice cream but i had waffle. And thank you clarence for driving us to JE mrt. (:

Saturday

Yesterday was Gabriel Lim's 21st Birthday!!! It was held at nuss guildhouse..First time there because it looks super atas so was never for me in the very first place. I am a cheapskate person (: So!!! the place looks really class and like an open-air bbq rooftop theme dining place. Honestly i was seating cause the bbq smoke and the weather were killing me. The people who turned up was like 5 out of my whole jc classmates. haha pathetic right! Still, glad to meet up with wf, yj as it has been ages since i last saw them. As for marcus and jk we see each other pretty often due to common addiction. HAHAHA! so!!!! the foods were pretty limited. appetizers, desert, soup, and bbq area only. There weren't much ready food. The bbq choices were great especially wings, dory fillet and chop. hehe!! had many wings thats why im a fatso now. After that sang bdae song for gabriel and we took lotsa of pics because we are on people and what marcus said was so true..pics bring memories and laughters..so while out friendships last perpetually, pics will bring us back all the memories! SO! Happy 21st to Gabriel and thank you so much for the invitation and stay cool!! :D

Well!! to think i did not celebrate my 21st because i was too tired to plan and was right after atec2. It's kinda regret, because we turned 21st only once in our life! Grr!! ..

Work's tmr !!

And lastly,

Happy Birthday to my Daddy! There are many things i want to apologise and be thankful for, cos without you many things in my life would not be as good as it is now. Thank you! (:

Limited time

2011-05-22T23:23:00.002+08:00

ever since i started working, everyday just passes so fast, in a blink of an eye, its 6pm, time to knock off from work and get ready for the next day. unknowingly, a day just ended so simply without doing much things. as i grew older, i start to realize 24 hrs is too short for a day to do anything i want. time is so precious and i wish it could just slow down for maybe a day, so i could see things around me in a slower manner. everyday, people travel and things happen so fast that it leaves us unaware of the surroundings and we are always myopic that unable to notice the tiny little things around us.

I am turning 22 in 7 months' time and truthfully, i dislike to age. I do not wish to hit the 30's, i want to stay vital to see how the landscapes transform, the weather change, the technology improve...but it is imperative to age, so it comes to the question of why time is so limited and yet we still have to experience the aging process? After thinking about it, they both are mutualistic, we cannot appreciate another without sacrificing the other. so while you still have time, do what you want and live with no regrets!

I have just completed my elementary 1 Japanese 4 days ago and just signed up for elementary 2 with the same teacher! I wanna thank you Yamamoto Sensei for bringing fun and laughter to the class as well as ever-interesting lessons. A great teacher is what you need to keep your passion going. Thank you!

Always live your life to the fullest!

reflection

2011-04-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hello whass up guys!!!

I am enjoying my work place very much for as many reasons as the stars in the night sky. Basically my colleagues are wonderful and amazing people and like most people told me it is inevitable to have politics within the office but miraculously it isn't so here! We greets and smiles, and i can feel its sincere (: I have to say the daily routine is so boring and doing the same thing everyday and nothing much i could learn. =/ I thought of picking up some skills from my part time jobs. Okay well i actually did and that is how to deal with different customers over the phone. However, i think i have learn enough for the past week working there..ah so what about the next 3 months...stuck there not gaining any more useful skills and knowledge! Just some things to whine about! My jobs required me to wear formal from Monday to Wednesday. Man, really not used to wearing leather shoes despite serving national service for like two years haha.. Kinda hate it..And also my boss gives a fine of 20 bucks to whoever use phone during office hours and he hates to see phone on the table. Luckily my direct superior has been lenient to me for a few times. =) We always eat at the hawker stalls at the second floor and well..its cheap, nice i like it..haha quoted from the noose "Lulu" haha!!

I have officially changed my Jap's class to Wednesday night with the same teacher! I think he is really funny and cool sensei. Honestly, it was a huge change man..from like class with 4 people to class of 14 people. I am sorry to my previous class for leaving, they are like down with 3 people. Too bad i have to work ): Also the jap is getting harder each lesson): man will i reach intermediate? hopefully i do.. Anyway after the night class, i went to have like really nordinnernorsupper with my new classmates and they are really funny haha!! (: So after that i took mrt home with xin yao and was really awkward cause i don't really know him and he is quieter than me!

Borrowed a book called Minding the Body, Mending the Mind, it is a book from my favorite genre, Health :D I am lurfeeving this book because it taught us how to be happy and deals with many everyday aspects. Gotta return my overdue Microsoft book soon, man it is freaking heavy to bring to work !! It is like overdue for 2 weeks and amount is accumulating each day haha. Interested in many others book but really cannot afford to buy!!. ):

Sooo..election is so near and yay public holiday..next Monday and Saturday then next vesak's day! cool (: this year's election is so interesting..and i was not so interested in politics in the past but i see i need to know more as i grow older now (: will read up more.

Time to watch movie and sleep.

Goodnight peeps, and i need to SAVE! ): Stop spending kelvin!! haha

crossroad

2011-04-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

In life there are so many paths out there for us but how can one make sure he choose the correct one and live with no regrets? I don't but i was forced to make my way today but i know this i'snt the right path i shld have pick!!! ahhhh..i have pick work over my dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i got my job tdy its long story and it sucks..why it sucks cause i basically walk ard west--->town-->west-->town to get my job..haha.. and i have to wear formal!!! which costs me a bomb x.x and not many people i know i can get along with there..time to act friendly -.- most of all!!! my interest juz gone becos of this job..but you see i need $ to continue this dream of mine (: one day i will achieve it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so がんばろう，ケルビンさん！！！！

unique

2011-04-10T16:15:00.006+08:00

I've long come to the realization of this realistic and materialistic world. my mum was asking me other day about why do i care so much about my look, hair and facial things so i were like thinking hmm what causes it, because as far as i could remember i don't seem to care about my own appearance and whats more, what other thinks of me. so later on my sis also like sorted say i very 爱美 just because i wore washing glove when i washing dishes. -_- haha so it ponders me for awhile..den i could remember this drastic change was during the time i had decided to slim down for good which was in the year 2006. haha the worst thing of all is slimming is a life long process if you do not want your belly to come out in your 40's and you really really like to wear nice clothes..now i m still trying to achieve my 53kg -_- haha currently 60kg..~.~ like 7kg more almost impossible for me because my determination is failing as i aged. HAHA. so back to the story, i remember when i was in primary school days, how my sis' sch frens(we were in e same pri) found me super irritating perhaps because i looked plump and annoying to them and how my friends observed the food i bought during recess. i could like eat 1 dollar char kway tiao(that time they have 60c-$1 portion..1 dollar was like really huge) and then eat ice cream, jelly, bird eggs, fish cake, wantons..so they kept asking how and why do u eat so much ~.~ man then when i entered my sec sch it started to get worse, people like to take your food while u went to buy drink and say u shouldn't eat so much..then and all sorts of bullying issues. so then i think this world works this way, you don't look slim or good you are bound to get weird stares and friends problem.this is the stigma man.. so please dont look at my weirdly and say im gay or what jus becos i have tons of facial products and do what most people jus think guys dont do.. !! D:

mia?

2011-02-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

hey guys im back! haha im back for good this time!! i promise no more mia-ing! well life has been good so far because im so so so so so so much nearer to 12th of march, probably gonna be the happiest day of my life! keke... yay cny is coming man like in two days time. honestly i dun 'celebrate' cny anymore, what i mean is i dun practise the cultures like bai nian and dress red or wadever. i will jus be rotting at granny's hse and since shes the oldest among relative all will be coming to visit at her house so is a good spot to camp ^_^ hahaha.. anyway im so excited! because its the only time i could gamble like free..its super addictive lei ban luk..u noe like the niu la and zi yu one year met once..its the same one year play once hahaha..that feeling.

last week went to celebrate my granny 76th bdae..hooz! it was good. i bought her 215 dragon brand bird nest (: i tink its so worth it and i wan her to eat the best she could have (: haha.. anyway we went to my fren intro spice bassierie at park royal hotel but seriously i tink the food sucks haha..so i ate realli little..but i was surprised the no. of ppl there perhaps they have like many promos out there lol..

soo i have seen many frens ard me are eagerly upgrading themselves i tink i shld too! haha..anyway i have enrolled in jap course (: it has always been wad i wan jus that i couldnt find time in ns to learn..planning to take up another lang as minor in nus..haha sexcited to be in uni..new place new life but i relli hate making new frens..its jus plain awkward..fml !!

turned 21 already and im no longer young..in like few years time wrinkles would start to show up and skin start to sag!! i relli need to start stay healthy eat healthy food and do facial care..share wif me if u ve any tips..gonna borrow more health books to read (: and all the health and facial related things are so exp. sigh..next time pressies jus give me supplements/facial/or organic food la..

haha go help fren do quiz..bb!

xmas

2010-12-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

Haha It has been awhile since i logged on to this blog, bet its full of dust now and anyway i should clean it up since new year is coming :) the past 2-3 months has many ups and downs for me..because im not physically strong nor mentally so the trainings were so stressed. however i am glad its ALL, yes i mean all..over..it just left like few paths before i end my army life. last time i thought i could never understand what others meant missing army life after u ord. i could feel it now as im closer to ord, perhaps not the trainings but the bonding and life we others and shit being through together..but sitll i would not want to go through again HAHAHA. theres like better path waiting out there for me.

christmas is always great for me..i like the festive mood and its way better than CNY hahaha..received a few presents from close friends and practised the custom exchanging gifts and i realized the art of buying present for appropriate occasions is not easy as i thought it would be. we have to gauge the cost, gender, needs, wants, likes, colours..so many things to choose and best you do not know its for which gender. i learned and next year xmas would have better presents from me,my frens! haha Currently listening to my fav xmas song..white christmas. haha keeping glaring outside my window because this song makes me thing its snowing even :) wish it ever comes true!

if one ever says oldies are meant for elders and it sucks, they ought to be slap including me! my dad was saying how i commented on the oldies he used to listen, i am so unapprecative! now that i learn to like, i have been crazy over it and 90.5fm is the ultimately killer !!! haha..gotta listen..and im glad have a few frens that like oldies and introduced me many gd songs. thank you! :)

yes and forgot to mention my aunt gave birth to hui en! haha its super cute..but she was sleeping when i visited them. gosh children are so cute and they ought to be cuddle and love! hate those abuses.. ): well gonna visit them again when im free..hehehe!!

Face Swollen

2010-11-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

ah! I was playing with my iphone camera today and realised how swollen my right jaw is. noo~ it's like my face has become uneven.. FUCK! Then my family also say swollen lah..hong gan liao.. I remb i was having a serious toothache for a fornight during yog period so i went to dental clinic and got a reference letter but din get to see due to trainings. So now i regretted..juz because the pain has gone away doesnt mean my face has unswell...noo!!! shit how silly..3 months has passed yet i did nth..tmr going selarang dental see ): i tink its becos of my 3rd wisdom molar growing sideway resulting overcrowding or wad lah..haish..now my teeth so pain cant even eat..good la go diet le ..!! damm..

oldies is so nice..esp eng ones..please take some time off listen to simply red - if u don't know me by now and frank sinatra - fly me to the moon. its so gd :)

:D

2010-11-14T19:19:00.003+08:00

hello everybody!!!

let's see what i've done over e weekend...

gotta book out early for warts treatment and the nurse was very explanative(i duno if theres such word)..she mentioned to me every single knowledge on warts which makes me a wart specialist now *wears spec* hahaha. then i went to meet up wif e rest of pioneer for the longwaited-sumptuous-reasonable SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET.. Hoho.. it's really worth the money and my fav was the potatoe and my ultimate big bowl of udon and not to forget the manga ice cream.. *happy boi* it was only like 16.90 haha..full to the max can :) like lunch cum dinner..hoho *screams WOW*.. the customer service was quite bad. please hire more when deres buffet ongoing!! we're like given the whole jar of pour ourselves..cos my fren went spam the call for help 5 times.. man..AND the guy wearing black coat wanna argue about the army and not youth thing which clearly stated on the website we're eligible for the buffet. man..then i told a WHITE lie saying a lady told me over e phone that as long as 21 and below, we're eligible for it. so it happens the branch manager is a lady and the guy believed LOL..haha NICE. too bad i was too full to buy koi..darn had to try it next time :)

so saturday been a driving day for me..worse still my pdl expires on sunday so i could not get out on road thus practise s and crank courses..i had so much fun :) was pretty easy for me..hehehehe..

yea i went to taka looked for my dad after driving yest to shop for quilt and bolster which i will be getting next week!!! then i went to eat alone at taka b2..bought the j sauce noodle and the new renovation had it such that there isnt side table to eat..so i had to go find a table at the food court..managed to share with one old lady..she started toking to me saying my food looks nice and asking where it sells. so i pointed to her and she started saying my one look not oily..she like..so i laughed i was like lol its freaking oily..so she started toking to me RANDOMLY about temple and food course..saying what si ma lo got cheap food and i shld go pray for my studies since i going uni..and she started telling me her nephew signed on cos study till pri 6 den go US europe brunei overseas training and she actually not eating alone cos her sis and niece wanted eat oily food at resaturant so she eat herself at food course. den she mentioned she always pray secretly for her niece and nephews cos they are catholic cannot let them noe. she told me to study hard and treat my parents gd..follow by teaching me moral values like..muz treat ppl good even though others treat u bad cos we muz have clear conscience. and then next telling me she work in mac in 1970...lol den how she convinced a mac part timer to study hard until now duno damm pro de..haha..so she wanted treat me drink..i refused la..ps ma..haha..well..i think she relli nice..like teach me alot of things. i realised we can learn so much from livings of the past and knowledge from elders..:) thank you!!!! i am a happy man this week... (:

a happy man booking in *F2*

ah

2010-11-07T11:08:00.003+08:00

It's me...So long since i last been here haha. Haven get the chance to blog ever since i moved to woodlands. How do i think of it here? Like usual, need time to acclimatised to new environment but im doing good ^^. And the combination of two dogs is giving me serious headache =/ Haix. But one good thing about it, its near to mrt and very close to eateries, fast foods, pharmicies, salons and so on..heh heh.. I won mini prize at this very mac outlet 3 days in a row :) rock la!

haha well, i went out wif frens yest to watch legend of the guardians. the animations were pretty good except the storyline could have been more exciting..but overall i give it a 3/ 5 and then i went on to orchard to shop for gifts for my frens. I've got so many frens bdae fall on dec argh..including my sis.. $_$ then went to queensway shopping centre look for badminton grip and bought a new racket!!! :D haha..

anyway i am very sad the plantar warts on my sole isn't improving after two treatments. the dermatologist mentioned after spraying of N2, blister is expected to grow inbetween the wart and deeper flesh so as to force the wart out but my leg hardly even grow blister once when i route march so i doubt this method works for me..perhaps i shld opt for surgery or laser which has no scarring. man ): sobs

i've a sudden craving for jap food and steamboat..please ask me along!!!

anyway,

gonna bring my dog for a walk...signing off ..byebye

Hmmm..

2010-09-26T12:22:00.002+08:00

I was boarding this bus in the morning after lesson, then i started to saw this really old couple, the wife was in a wheelchair while her husband was still okay. He armed her up to the bus then ensure she has a seat before moving back carry the wheel chair up and keep it aside. I noticed like practically the whole bus passengers were staring at the old couple, of cos i was also..I can tell from the elder man knew they were all glaring at his wife's leg or something but surprisly, he was still smiling and talking to his wife like his eyes has the sight of his wife only. i feel this unconditional love is so unfathomable, i really admired dem, they are so loving. im thinking would i do it if i were him? Perhaps i would, but no one can be certain about future. I could loudly say now i will definitely do the same thing like the elder man for my parents or my wife 40, 50 years down the road. say is easy, but doing is difficult, i am not very sure if i have the courage to embrace others' glare or the lurfee is strong enuff for me to do anything for them. definitely i would do it but the question is will i really do it from the bottom of my heart? will i ever get sick of doing? all these uncertaintly makes me lose confidence on myself . hmm if only lives aren't so complex and we can know ahead of our future, perhaps we could do things now to change.

I had two drivings lesson this week and it went pretty smoothly. No longer as panic as i was and best no more scoldings hehe. My next lesson will be at oct 30, ahhhh forgot to book for oct. sian. after my yest driving lesson, met up with my sister and dad for some furnture shopping and then to north point had dinner. i wanted to had sushi at sakae but it was like damm super long queue so in the end had dinner at manhatten fish market. haha i ordered fish n chips. shldnt order fried, too full felt like puking. shld have learnt from adrian order grilled. my sis imba ordered the whole fish LOL! then i dug the fish eyes and eat..*sparks* lol then we saw the fish mouth inside got its tongue like doing *pouts* like this. freaking funny. haha then my dad as usual wans sth to do with rice so we ordered flaming platter for him. haha it was lame to see dem fighting to pay bill..like so chinese haha..i doubt westerners do that..and i din noe passion card got 10% discount..omg..haha luckily i got..and got free $10 vouchers using dbs..woo like alot but the gst and svs charger is imba shit. anyway then we went to popular shop for stationary as im intending to start writing diary..:D den my sis bought a cooking book -.- lol i told her to cook vege as i wan to start eating it..part of my diet plan :D. den went home..officially moving hse : next sat! WOOO..SUGOI!

heh heh! :D

platoon

2010-09-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

What a green week it is! I'm still not convinced that i myself have changed and how am i be able to convince others then? Perhaps i need to put a greater restrain on my mind and body. They should never be coordinated and be cohesive. Its always the case of easier said than done so nothing could prove i've changed till i convince myself with actions :)

this week has been a tough week because of numerous trainings and outfields. i realise conflicts and misunderstandings are easily arise during trainings because we dont really function as one. i was enlightened and come to realisation after what PS Ivan mentioned to me..he was telling me why do i always complain xxx but yet i seem so close to him in camp? Ah this is why onlookers always see situations better than those are involved. i realised i am just blaming others for this whole load shyt of unfairness and troubles they had brought to me but never thought of perhaps i dun really mind doing and its neither their choices. what he said was so true. honestly i have so much more reasons to like than dislike him. ultimately, i want to ord happily, not making any enemies or cause any unhappiness memories to them or myself. i guess its just parts and parcel of outfield to complains and whinges but back to camp, we're still friends, no hard feelings right? this is what i need to practise, to appreciate them more at outfield. haha also thinking back i was being REALLY petty and mean on the appraisals. i muz admit i wrote that out of pit of anger and i should be more fair to them. definitely each of them have so much things for me to appreciate than dislike. i am sorry for being foolish.

i feel each book in is getting draggy because this last leg of my army race is coming to an end yet its the hardest path i have to cross before reaching the finishing line. i try not to think if i could do it because no matter what i still have to do it haha..im juz hoping atec ends soon because it is what causes conflicts, misunderstandings, hatred, biasness to everyone. i have so much faith that we will be so happy without atec and stay so cohesive. :D Just some thoughts on this platoon.

woo finally get to catch the movie devil..haha horror movie ahh..but the ending was lame..so i'd rate it a 2.5/5 lol 5th driving lesson tmr + moving hse. Fighting! =)

lucky

2010-09-19T17:03:00.002+08:00

Today had my 4th driving lesson and it's getting really really bad. Honestly, there are so many things to do when driving, check blind spot, signal, cancel signal, look mirror, change gear, clutch, accelerator..ahhh no wonder ppl say >>ure driving me crazy.. driving can get really crazy. today morning i learnt gear shifting 1>2>3>4 and backwards..The guy saw me having PDL and suggested to learn outside which i was told in the previous lesson 1>2>3 is done in the circuit first. I was really nervous man like first time drive outside the real traffic and have no idea how to change gear. He demostrated once to me and told me ppl usually took 2-3 to clear this gear shifting and its all up to me..I tell you..this guy really fcked me badly..i practically kena scolded by him for the first 40 mins until i got the hand of changing gear. at first i was really freak out din look at mirror and signal, forgot cancel signal..reluctant to change gear cos need to change down when turning and 1 when completely stop..he like this road belongs to ur father ah no need look at mirror? zz and he told me if im afraid to change gear i will never learn to..so i like fuck it la den jzu change..and i really got the hand of it for the next 60 mins haha and he decided to clear me in one lesson :D YAY. im afraid i will forget the coordination during the next lesson..ahhhh..toot army lol

im totally in lurfee with this song lucky by jason mraz and colbie callibat..really gd :) meaningful song and if you do know any songs that are nice can intro to me :). go listen man :D and cn blue roz!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2 years too long

2010-09-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

Had my 3rd lesson today and guess who i saw..gee suan. JC classmates and havent seen him for like ever since we slavery ourselves.. Had like 10 mins talk then proceed to driving. My instructor today was like screwed up..like getting from good to bad.. He lays his conditions at the start and demostrate once to me and i had to meet all of the requirments otherwise he would not chalk for me. ZzZ..I was like thinking my $68 cannot go to waste lol..Fighting fighting..haha..so like force myself to be focused..I think what he mentioned to me were quite true. he said i should not like learn only on the weekend otherwise 1 week gap like you tend to forget some little details, should be continous..i wish also right but i cannot la..im a slave remb..anyway oct i only got 1 lesson cos im probably going for a surgey to remove 2 corns on my sole. kinda pain when i drive today..ah darn! FML! Tmr's fourth lesson.. FIGHTING!!

Anyway..i din go out to outfield this week but im like miss out alot of funs..seriously, i duno whats wrong wif me..i used to hate outfield but now like i dun mind haha..not addicted juz like go den go lo..perhaps my perspective has changed.. its good..show that im changing (: in camp was super boring as most pltn mates moved out so like play monopoly, risk, eat, sleep, watch show, read book..lifeless? no!! its what we called the ord-life which i will exp soon after jan (: ord lo! haha

ah seriously..i made an online application for passport yesterday and i tink high chance photo kena rejected...i din read the requirments needed..gonna take one proper one tmr :D man..hopefully its done soon so at least i feel settle down and some spur of motivation from my ord trip!! pure cool ness and highly excited + looking forward..!! sugoi!!!!!!

wanted learn korean wif my very on fren freddy but after seeing the price (demand>supply) which results in high price..sian la..need reconsider and choose wisely..why is everything related to money lol..im planning to take jap also maybe in nus..im very glad i din change to ntu civil enginering after seein the newly rating of ntu..but i doubt its a gd indicator.

moving hse next week..bedless.. :D cool ness i remb when i was young i lurfee sleeping on floor cos its so cooling..

suddenly have a thought..why 2 years? isnt it way too long? what would i be now if i din serve and quit sch for a year? so many regrets and unlimited wants yet i cant do anything for my own life...aren't our fate decided by ourselves, at least to a certain extent? perhaps i could have more time for other thing if i finish studying earlier..or using this 2 years accomplishing some dreams..man..i feel like im no longer have the ability to control my life and i juz have to live with the flow.. =(

AHHHH!!!!

cnblue!

2010-09-12T14:35:00.002+08:00

I AM HATING THIS! WHY DIN MY PAGER SOUND??

I cancelled my driving lesson for this shit and seriously if its gonna be next weekend i'd be so

upset...

Anyway, i am starting to eat healthy foods..less oily and fried foods, more fruits but vege see

how :P hahaha... I started my diet plan 2 days ago. My ideal weight is to ~56kg. Fighting!

Did i mention yesterday i was being curious when i were at hg mall and saw a large crowd

outside so i walked up and joined in. To my horror..its Abigail Chay Singing..ZzzZ I mean like,

what were the crowd thinking? why cant HE juz be HIMSELF..i guess i'll nv understand because

i cannot put myself into HIS situation. I refuse to call HIM her. HUMPH ! *Pouts*

Ah Hooked into CNBlue's songs...haha really good considered they wrote the lyrics juz like Ayu

Chan (: Gonna explore Kpop more !

5 weeks straight of outfields..actually somehow i am used to it haha and my sole like grow 2

corns or wadeva it is spelled as.. my fren keep joking go remove den sell it.. wth -.- sadistics

can..hahaha

FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jy bdae '10

2010-09-11T23:20:00.004+08:00

Hohoho...Last sat was my jc clique JY's bdae, Happy 20th..Yep.. So i was the organizer which is an epic failure hahaha i thought of asking only few of my ex classmates that im still contacting with but ended up like most people came so i sort of became a class gathering cum bdae's celebration. I booked it at the glasshouse on the 2nd floor because i didn't get e chance to go there once..but darn! guess what...below had live band singing and its super high man..aww..sian x.x i was pretty upset by the service..we were like telling the waitress that we wld like to wait for all to arrive before ordering so she told us min. serving time is 45 mins so we started placing our orders and for those whom haven arrive. i tell u, its bullshyt! after 10 mins spaghetti started served followed by 20 mins danish and swedish fish n chips then at 30 mins sgrean fish n chips and practically all are served except my american fish n chips ..which duno swim where le..until 1 hr 10 mins haven come where they like finished up their meals left me unserved...so i approached the staff..she was like i told u min time was 45mins and hence the max time is infinite.. zz probably till the last 15 mins before the shop closed. so i was like ok cancel my order den -.- and proceed on with the fish n co's bdae speciality!! whos bdae is in e house? :P haha i gt e vid clip gonna upload soon on my fb :D anyway my frens were like go complain and get free meals or sth..but i didn't wan to la cos not really my style unless i aint in gd mood and furthermore is my fren's bdae..the atmosphere muz be right (: hehe..so afterwards went arcade played the latest newest model of bishi bashi..omfg its totally diff..then my fren eug played b4 and told me bit while observing others played..so finally my turned..u can play as tag de..that means combine ur pts tgt..haha so i kept losing pts at those whacking the buttons realli f@rking hard and my frens all did damm well at that. i need eat more rice..lol probably is cos i din had my dinner at fish n co hahaha..den afterwards no movie watch la soo went to dean hse..played a lame card game called BANG. 1st one to die then i go slp till next morning for driving lesson which is near his hse (:

my first driving lesson was pretty ok..haha the instructuor was superb..easy going and patience but i considered myself well perf for driving lol..and he let me drived round the circuit on the 1st lesson :D while then today had my second driving..the instructor was avg..came last and go back early..but he let me do parking while he instructing me..i had a few engine installed during my left bend practices...no prob wif right turns..but left bend is ok le juz need more practices. always forgot signal cum braking is realli need alot coordination for manual..haha..and i duno y he asked me imagine the stop line is a door den engage ur engine(rifle) go kick door(pass through e start line) and fire blanks at enemies (the bends)..den he down there kept laffing -.- and he asked me from ns ah? i say ye...and he cont laffing damm loud..i juz laff along to entertain him to ease my panic-ness from few engined stalled. -.- hahaha

anyway been to comex last week..was darn crowded at 4th and 6th floor..bought an itouch cover for 15bucks..haha then bingqi smsed me telling me to get him a anti glare cover at 2nd floor..so i was at e 3rd floor thinking ok lo shop finished 4th and 6 th den b4 going come down get for him..so i came to 2nd floor and searched for the shop manned by indians which i found zero indians..then i ask him he say at 6th floor i was like zzz..i nt going up anymore haha cos i was rushing off to meet frens..

Had an ex this week and i realised so much things during this outfield..perhaps its time for me to stop whinging and complaining abt the injusticeness and start working things out and sucking up because after all its juz a 2 yrs thing and i dun wish to make any enemies out of my ns life because i really enjoy them as frens..perhaps when comes to ns related things arguments will arise but no pt fighting over it becos we are all serving for 2 yrs and screw off..sum bound to do more while others less..anyway no point blamming anyone..something done cannot be undone..! :D

im pretty happy now because i've to come realised many things every week from my mistakes and others and trying to improve it..but well easier said than done so i wont rush myself and im really excited abt the overseas trip wif my pltn mates. sounds cool langkawi --> hk.. cheap and nice..duno heard from which guy told me langkawi = cheap hawaii :D heh! i gonna relly relax and bond wif them while im there afterall its the 'last' moment to really spend time tgt b4 we starts our uni life den.... hahahha!! i wan stay young man..arrrrrr turning 21 soon le..haizzz...!!

tmr ahm's cancelled but bound to have sth else..so lets keep our fingers crossed and sleep well..goodnight XD :D

Looking things at its surface

2010-08-28T14:44:00.001+08:00

I am starting to doubt the existence of true friendship such as people calling each other BFF or hes my best fren. What qualities does a 'best' fren constitues of? I do believe there are friends around, but not to the extent of calling them best or true frens anymore because it appears to be so silly as i grew up. you will never know ur fren might be chatting wif u and at the next moment backstabbing especially those that aren't innocent afterall. It's scary people can hide their true colours infront of others but i don't blame them at all because this is how we came about, evolution right? survival of the fittest, to survive we have to pretend to be nice and act innocently but doing many things behind others. I have this insane thought that frens are no longer impt as u get older because we're no longer pure like we used to be. So i'm starting to keep a distance from people because i am afraid i might juz be another victim, worse, die unknowingly or cry over why would he do that to me..

if you were to ask me a year ago, i'd tell you i rather be the one get hurt than to hurt others...seems like i am the one changed so i am sorry if i don't seem like myself anymore ):

people should juz stop looking things at the surface, its so darn unfair!

sigh..i need a break from this place.

usher

2010-08-23T22:56:00.004+08:00

Booked in on saturday night was definitely emo-ish T-T haha.. It's like, freak what da heck am i doing in camp on a sat night! Book in was emo enuff and the worse part is seeing the camp being soul-less and the quietness was enuff to bored u to death zZz. So i booked in and like was fuck 4th floor blackout AGAIN. it's like a weekly routine le damm..so the smart me was trying to fix it cos i remb it was purely turning the switch clockwise den ZZzZzZzZZzZzZ..ITS LIKE REALLY ZZZZZ..electric shock lol from my finger tips to elbow..the feeling like shiok hahaha..lol quite fun la :P but i still young dun wan die..so wore a glove and try it again but to no avail den the cos suggested me sleep in rep room hehe..aircon rm offer why not :) so i went to 3rd floor bathe like den went back to 4th floor freaking scary the whole corridor was like darkness..and i broke my mac glass! ahhh..had a hard time cleaning out den realized i could use esmunde's study latern LOL which he complained to me today no wonder no more batt ROFL..so went to rep rm watch tv wif sgt qx den slp den start of my 3rd weekend duty..

this duty makes me realize i could stand there for hrs day dreaming..thinking of lotta stuffs :) i've gd imaginations..like einstein says knowledge has limits but imagination is borderless.. kelvstein.. x) hahaha lame.. anyway.. freaking sian lo, hope no more weekend duty le if not ZZzZ,..IF NOT...ok i still muz do,, no choice ): hahah

anyway had my guard rest till like 11+ instant KO after having noodle and tok to esmunde..hes the only guy in camp hahahaha..den he left for lunch and i went off for my first yog ushering at a sec sch at north of sg :) reached the sch wif herman ahhaha..we both wanna taste the cheap food in sec sch but almost all closed le haha so too bad den waited for the students n chers to come..lol how to say..it was very chaotic la..but was better than wat i tot..not really ah beng sch :) haha they were friendly and funny..they intro themselves to me and ask for my names lol..so practically my job was their nanny..get food, serve them, ensure their attendance and transport, get them to their performing area, ans to their whinning and requests..haish -.- the teachers were quite friendly.. 1 guy called kelvin lim haha the other is indian female cher..veri nice to us and students :) the students were like imitating her indian accent when she speaks eng but she juz laff ba haha..she den came to greet us from far in the rain after we sent them back to sch and say appreciate us very much and thank you god bless us..my fren replied god bless u too which i tink is the weirdest way of reply ever when he wasnt a christian to start with -.- so it was like damm near my hse with the help of circle line ..half an hr reach le :) oh yes the sec 3 kids hor keep calling me uncle..i was like u calling me ah? ZZzZZ I GT SO OLD MEH lol my sis also haven had kid..hey im still boi boi la XD lol

my sis like wth cleared the whole damm room and i haven started. really..this weekend need to start cleaning up but i got damm lots of things to do..geez.. :) ok i will improve my ushering tmr..shout louder and be more like a nanny :) nightz xD

feverish

2010-08-21T12:33:00.002+08:00

ahhh..why do i get myself sick at this time! down with slight fever, sore throat, flu and cough. the worst of all is sore throat, its killing me no matter how many lozenges i've taken. i will let my body do the miracle, hopefully i could survive the duty T_T Had a sleepless night, awaken countless by the dry throat and flu ZZz ..

Often i wondered how can somebody be so foolish and don know when to stop talking when obviously others are irritated? or they know yet dey think its funny? i've learnt a lesson this week, never get too close to people you know their presence wont make any difference in ur life, because they tend to think dey 're close to you and take advantages of you. if you know im referring to you, juz stop it before im fed up. :)

Gotta attend a friend's birthday later, feeling damm lethargic, hpefully i wont dampen the atmosphere. :)

insomnia

2010-08-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

I really duno what has happened to my body mechanism; i am a really light sleeper, could be awaken by the tiniest disturbance or noises so once its really hard for me to fall asleep unless im really tired. But the thing is, its getting worse, i could feel the jadishness in me but i just cant fall asleep until like 2am and woke up like in between. zZz This is screwed up! It's like i'm suffering from insomnia ahhhh...i need to shag myself out even more, which i've been granted the chance to protect the camp on this upcoming sunday.. hehe hopefully i could fall asleep after the 24 hrs of shagness. YEP :D

YOG is feverish now in Sg and probably across the globe. (: It's on newspaper every day, not only updating its sports also others news like food poisoning lol -.- But nevertheless, i believe SG have done pretty good so far, with 1 silver and 2 bronze..its like its really SGREAN sportmen :) haha.. Yep..and sad to say im doing for closing and i am no longer doing gate anymore - meaning i cannot view the live performance of closing ceremony. heh.. too bad eh..but i was already lucky enuff to watch the grand opening live which honestly is much much way better than the one telecasted on TV. hahaha!! YEP so now im an usher for the performers aka the nannies :P oh yep!! im shy tot so please open up to me instead of me to u .. :D Hahaha.. Next week is scheduled for yog and yay long weekends till monday.. cool ness. i gonna get my furnitures and do some shoppings and of cos spendin time with my dog. :)

gosh, i have been procrastinating with my studying..i've tots of learning and practising my engineering math before next year august since it is so vital to my course. anyway my aunt checked it up for my at nus library and that the engineering math text they are using are only for reference. damm! so like im gonna get my ass down to nlb to get myself some printed materials from reference book which i found online its pretty decent hehe :)

i'm currently on a diet programme after weighting out myself to be 66kg omfg..from 60kg haha..had been eating non stop so need to start dieting and eating healthy food like fruits and the ever-disgusting-greenish-planish veggies +o( yucks. otherwise i will get constipation, wouldn't i? today came across an article on straits time..feel rather innudated by the actions of irresponsible owners. i meant when they have decided to buy animals such as domestic dog to their homes, its like you're their dad and love is all they need, isn't it easily done for such a simplistic animal for you to cuddle with? seriously, its a lifetime of commitment, and its sad to see an owner repeatedly thrown his dog at a wall till its dead..the cruelty is unacceptable and they should be punished as like they have kill human beings. fuck them! =(

think its time for me to force myself to get some sleep before the tiresome week ahead. :) goodnight. and love is such a wonderful thing on earth and we should really take some time to think before we act.

new hse

2010-08-16T13:33:00.004+08:00

I've been indulging myself with food..like really lots and lots of servings and i dun feel full at all. Whats wrong with me -__- I need to be on diet le starting from today! >.<

Hahaha..as u noe im now immerse in yog's mood so i feel like i am going to ord ! hahaha..so i planning to get myself lots of things..anyway the ord trip might cancelled because i feel like going to work..not yet confirmed tot..well yesterday went wif my sis and bro-in-law to the new hse..how do i say it hmm..the kitchen is exceptional big but living room is rather small..hahha..and i definitely think my room has shrink and summore without toilet le hoho!! but ok la got place for dogs to run ard and kinda cosy..hopefully it looks gd after renovation..one more thing is freaking de far ah! i need to get to know e north area well le..hahah..XD especially the nearest mac and 7elven XD

so my dad said to get me a queen sized bed!! WOO!! going ikea shop next week..hehe

aims:
queen size bed (by next week)
small table (by next week)
study table(maybe.)
bed side table(next week)
computer chair (maybe)
tv?(maybe)
cushion chair(next week)
slide wadrobe (next week)
macair(next mar or june during itshow)

:D

YOG opening

2010-08-15T13:00:00.003+08:00

The inaugural Youth Olympic Games opening ceremony has finally come to an end but i dun feel happy at all because it signifies the starts of closing rehearsals and going back army life (7 mnths to ord :P). I'm left with ATEC and 2 more ntm!! Soo near to ord yet so much more things to accomplished. It's like i do not have proper rest ever since i stepped into this scorpion's life. I really need a long break! After seeing the youth olympians yesterday, i realized how good it is to get to tour around the world FREE and make frens. i absolutely love sightseeing, i really wish to go on tour now, take lots of pics, taste the local foods, chat with the locals, shop, x) however, i dun think i can fulfiled my dreams..after ord probably going out to work to save up because army's pay is so meagre. T_T

anyway, yesterday night YOG was amazing :) it's like the best performance out of all the rehearsals (like duh), because i tot there might kok up!! hahah the fireworks was like SPASM. no wonder they way exceed the budget. the reflecting pool was like cool..i could see the audience reaction, it was way too cool. they were interactives and spirited. i wished i could be the one sitting there and not stuck at the gate, but i muz say i was pretty slacked :P hahaha cos most of the time im taking pics and vidz.

i went for a dental check up on tuesday and i was told to remove my right two wisdom tooth because its casuing my right jaw swelling as its growing outwards instead of upward. hope its fully subsidised and i really hate going dental, it sucks, but no choice. well..moving house soon to woodlands, feel kinda weird because hg has been my home for the past 20 years. Kinda reluctant but i will see how it goes ):

Yog week

2010-07-31T23:13:00.003+08:00

Finally got a news from my watch after i sent it to fix like 3 mnths ago. Haha. My CK watch from my dad $3xx ago on my 17th bdae. I like the design alot haha..so it was quite desvasting when i had to wait so long and dey told me to spend $14x to get it done. they told me the watch frame and mechnics was all damaged and the frame needs to be imported from other countries and currently they do not have stock. so now finnally they have but the price like wtf, might as well get a new watch..so YES NEW WATCH!! hehe =D. gonna go see but my dad can get guess watch cheaper so will check it out ye. i shall say how my watch was broken. i was have a bathe at my granny's house so my granny was like constantly coming to the toilet and knocked "whos in the toilet" throughout like 4-5 times and asking why i bath so long and am i coming out soon. she being senile and always very ka chiong repeatedly asked make me frustrated la so i forgotten i put my watch on top of my clothes and i juz pulled my clothe out..TAT!!! The watch dropped glass frame broke damm.. how careless. damm it !! ): my ck watch sobz.. now go out without watch doesnt feel right ): !!

anyway, met up wif my aunt, granny and uncle for dinner at ichiban sushi. Hmm..was very crowded but was really good to see granny getting more alert and awareness of surrounding. i'd credit to my aunt for a daring suggesting not to feed my granny wif a medicine that caused blockage of thing in her brain which the doc recommended for senile patiant..wooo!! it is cool to see my old granny back :) hope she lives long and healthy, ye!

anyway, i had my first taekwondo's grading last week and pretty nervous though i noe it is a sure pass thing. but ok la..muz train myself to be bold and calm infront of large crowd or next time i cfm lose out, rite? x)

this few weeks has been wif yog..i had my ups and downs throughout this yog rehearsal and preparations. i shall not disclose the unhappy events. the good things are able to stay out, enjoy civilian freedom roaming around marina sq and esplanade, being part of yog force and seeing it pre-lives and actualy show and meet new people from all over countries. hahah its all good. :) Merly and Yog rockz lah! hehe..

rabbit

2010-07-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

i juz realized i have not been blogging for a mnth! haha.. Been helping out in yog and i am very satisfied with my role at the platform gate. practically i could get to see the rehearsals and performers and ultimately.. merly X )! hehe.. merly entered the stage from my side gate while leo the other end gate. relli cool get to see merly close up!! ahaha..merly rox man!! so for the next 3 weeks my sat probably kena burned for yog cr. ar!!!darn..but i tink its worth it la get to go there (:

learning driving now!! or shld i say book practical lessons only? went to registered at ubi cost me a staring fee of $160 for theory&practical registeration fee..they only have this or theory registeration. dun ve plain practical ....damm! i oredi passed my theory long ago. wasted my money. and its totally exp. 100mins on weekends for $6x and i need like 25-30 lessons. diao....have to concentrate and pass at one time go..otherwise totally wasted my money. lol i counted,,gonna spend like 2k on learning manual car..the earliest date i booked is in 1st of sept. sian its like u have to snatch the date wif others before it runs out. so every mnth they release the lesson day on 15th..and i could only learn on weekends..wekkdays in camp.!!darn..hhopefully i could pass by this yr..haha. anway bankrupt le..if u see me on street pls offer me a drink or wad.!!

im thinking to get a brown rabbit!! cute sia..my fren's sis got a white rabbit and they like pretty anti social creatures. i prefer like dogs mix wif humans de!! haiz..think 1st dun waste money le XD!! dota lo!!

time

2010-07-03T12:49:00.004+08:00

sometimes dont you wish you have the power to go back in time to do something you've always wanted to do? i do..very very much...i want to turn back the clock becos i have done many remorseful things and things i regretted not doing. time is so cruel...it doesnt look back and deny people of having second chance. it forbids us to make this world a better place. i passed across this prison near my camp and it has this big poster saying help unlock the second prison. im thinking in this society they always emphasize to give ex convicts a second chance but deep beneath we know no matter how much we want to help the stigma is already there, you cannot change the fact they were once criminals. notice the big difference when time and humans give second chances? time could totally erased your past while the latter can only be 'forgotten'.

sigh!!

liar

2010-06-20T19:32:00.003+08:00

fucking hate liars and procrastinated. they should juz vanish off and make this world a better place. oh ye did i mention that i dun believe in white lies, its bullshyt to make urself look like uve no choice and not at fault to tell the damm lies. the funny thing is some people can tell lies that are so obviously they are lying. its stewpid and i think they dun deserve any 2nd chance and forgiveness. pls make them disappear from my life. thank you.

emo

2010-06-06T19:24:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder does living with someone for 20 years equate to knowing them well? often i wished i have supernatural power that i could read one's mind..how great it would be to know what they are thinking and perhaps things wouldn't turn out this way. i think i have put in enuff effort and its really enough..if he doesn't respond then i cant be bother anymore.. sumtimes i wish i could act like when i was in secondary, scolding parents vulgarites, thrown tantrum, slam doors, smashed things, leave house, any rebellious thing you name it i did it. but thinking back, it was stewpid..i was doing it to attract my parents' attentions but obviously i have already changed for the better but they havent. im sick of staying it and please dun tink that i have a loving family, i dont, just that im not like others whom some prefer to disclose, i prefer to keep in silence. sumhow blog seems to be a good thing because i dun like to bother people with my problems, i like to keep it to myself. man, sometimes i think talking to dog is better than toking to human. its proven, they listen, believe me, they are sensitive enuff to detect any change in humans' emotion and feeling, they know what you are talking and aware of its surrounding. most importantly, dogs are able to keep secrets and never tired of listening to my problems. =)

so emo for the past few days..well i tried oredi..and seeing you is so painful to me..kelvin lam!! speak up!! dun be a coward!! yes whenever i tink im rdy and i backoff when you appear. ZZz!! yes btw joined taekwondo wif frens..but dey are black im white. -_- and it feels funny to learn with kids but they are really cute and cool. lol one guy mistaken me as china wth..he starts a convo with me den out of a sudden ask me 你哪一个省的? -__- den i told him im sgrean lah! duh.. haha next, picking up jap and driving!!!

dad's birthday

2010-05-30T22:36:00.004+08:00

yesterday nite went to sakura international buffet orchard branch with my sister and brother-in-law and my dad to celebrate his 51st bdae. the orchard branch has shifted from orchard shopping centre premises to the current location behind heeren. i still prefer the old branch design and layout because the new one doesnt give me the ambience and feeling other buffet outlets had given me. but anyway my bro-in-law paid for the dinner buffet haha which cost like 31 each..i think its pretty worth it for BUFFET..but the quality wise like not as good as it used to be. but anyway i was spamming seafood to make it worthwhile..typical sgrean eh? lol i could have eaten more but others were full and it will be pretty awkard if i continue eat because it would seem that i have monsterous appetite and weird if they were to stare and wait for me to eat which i like to eat slowly la. haha anyway i have learnt not to eat rich(sushi..smash the rice and hide it :P) and flour food especially the fried ones. i dun mean not to eat, juz eat it smart..like bit by bit. cos last week went to kushinbo and i spam fried food ended up super full and bloated b4 i could enjoy the nicer food. anyway, the aircon was not strong and seats wise average and service wise pretty cui. lol so the waitress gave my dad the cake and they played happy birdday song hahah..anyway its serious dmg done to my sis and me..latest gps $445 + cake + buffet. omg. need save up le!!

anyway im pretty determined to study civil..borrowed a few books..its heavily physics and mathematics which im not really that gd at math as others would think. needa buck up..army's getting hectic..man when's my lao period..T>T !!!

driving le lo!!!! still long =/ hopefully get it done b4 my 21st.. :P haha yes today went get a haircut and saw a really cute baby gal 10th mnth..babies are so cute :P seriously..ahhh!! if only guys can give birth without any stimulation juz like shitting den i'd have given myself a baby. its so damm hard to find a right marriage partner..its like needle in a haystack. but need to find b4 i can have baby lol. wth!! wad am i thinking..its still long :P and im toking crap..ignore me!

forgiveness

2010-05-28T13:06:00.003+08:00

Sometimes we make mistakes
When we are lost;
Some of them are not big,
But we are still remorseful and lonely;
We start to walk, emotionless
As if nothing had happened;
But i still remember
This never ending fight.
It must be because that no matter whose love it is -
We keep protecting it.
It must be because that no matter whom it belongs to -
We really believe in it.
Maybe, in order to protect love
Everyone wishes to believe in something;
But I wanted only keep my love.
All serious sins...
All immoral things...
But I was holding on for my love...

War and destruction,
Crime and desire,
But i wanted only keep my love.
Every cardinal sins,
Every immoral things,
But i was only holding on for my love...

It is all about forgiveness...

2010-05-14T00:49:00.007+08:00

Juz got back home after the hectic schedule of ops duty WHICH haven over yet. I am not allowed to disclose the location but its the worst place you'd ever imagined. My lifespan would be probably shorten by end of the 2 weeks with all the chemicals around me. Save me outta this dung!!! I've always heard this in army "what don't kill you make you stronger..". I'm pretty sure its DAMM bullshit..i might not be killed directly but what about indirectly? man this sucks..

anyway..the duty is torturing..long and BORING. the boredom is what kills you the most. it's like cameras around the tower and you have to constantly stay awake and force yourself to look at the wide, vast and endless sea view for xx hrs xx shifts..god...zzzZZz no entertainment is allowed..sooo pls help me to get over it by swimming over and chat wif me? hahaha pls dun realli do it cos i'll freak out lol... anyway its cool to meet new ppl and probably time for me to be indepedent..it sucks to be dependent on family..i swear from now i will TRY to be independent except when money is involved :P lol

dad's bdae coming and he reminded me juz now..ZZ

ok time to slp veri slpy..

*im sorry..i dun wan to......i had no choice

ops bacinet

2010-05-09T13:28:00.005+08:00

i am really really happy lately because fate has answered upon my calls and its good im doing it slow and steady. well..i received lots of terrible news this weeks such as last minute insertion for ops bacinet and punishments for the mistakes i'd done in taiwan, strangely i feel nothing about it..i duno it is a sign of maturity? or perhaps im juz too elated over things happened this week? i hope its the former as i noticed im getting less paranoid and frustruation and patience..this is the bits u picked up along your way of ns, you might not noticed it but onlookers definitely do..theres still one thing i hate is people say im quite petty? lol i dun tink i am la..more like sensitive to the surrounding..? whatever it is..i will try to change la :D

Juz to update i got in civil engineering nus..im pretty determined la..especially after watching prison break lol..thats the job i wan...strutures kinda things like organic struture damm chio :) anyway i got one more year to apply uni and im thinking perhaps ntu engineering is more recognized after researching online? but for now i will stick to nus 1st..

today i went to ubi driving centre to apply my pdl..diao..the customer service counter is opened but they have another counter for pdl which is closed..-.- anyway i saw keefe la..he chioning so i shld chiong too lol..i wan to drive before my 21st bdae cos i gt plans what to do :D hehe..and i decided to learn manual..dun wan be a pussy lol zz..

next 2 weeks my bookout timing will be unstable ): and its freaking far from my house...fuck! __ haiz..suck thumb..10 more mnths to ord lo..

taekwodo

2010-05-07T23:04:00.005+08:00

went to yishun met up with maung for taekwodo...i duno if theres exactly condusive because there are really lots of kids. i dun mean kids are bad..i like kids and i think they are cool and fun and its norm for them to be active at their ages, so i dun blame them. haha duno why i see the kids i tend to either smile or laugh because they look really innocent and pure. perhaps 8 years down the road its my turn? hopefully so ye..! but next few yrs i will uncle le lo!! YAY! hahaha..anyway want to thx herman bro for staying and teach me the steps..the jumps was funny hahahah..

unpack

2010-05-02T21:30:00.008+08:00

my rm is currently in a mess..haven unpack my stuffs yet..anyway bought alot clothes..and my blue cap!! currently got 5 cap le woo..and 1 duffel bag wooo..finally..den food..poster + MY ONE PIECE JIGSAW in making..yest went to buy the frame from ps freaking exp..yest went to shop for psp wif mum sis and jiefu at qinshan..my mum going bk tw tmr so she intends to get a psp for my jiujiu's son and nintendo for his daughter..woo the new psp3k crystal blue is super nice..i choose the colour..tinking of getting one..mum say when my bdae..-.- 8 more mnths sia..den went to eat sushi..my sis-in-law treats and den to ps eat dessert he treat also..den went to faceshop my sis bought like over 100+ stuffs den gt free membership gif me n mum..dere is cool..bought a charcoal facewashing gonna try..dun wan use those nivea neutrogena brand liao..not veri gd..will visit the shop another day...bought my fullset bathe gear for camp liao..woo 10 more mnths to ord..hehehhe..anyway heard from my sis we are moving to woodlands and rent out this condo to stay wif her..lol 2 dogs again cfm damm messyy...summore i tinking to get another dog after i ord..see how ba..i tink now i smallest rm liao...among them..=.= lol zz.anyway tdy went to buy shilin snacks at hg mall den gt one auntie infront of me was thinking wad to buy den after awhile she shouted " wo yao tempura"...den i tinking here gt sell tempura meh-.- den i realize she was saying 甜不辣.ahahhaha,, the one took her order was an auntie no wonder can understand..damm funny lol..ok la prison break time!

tw r&r

2010-05-02T13:21:00.017+08:00

It's ironic how 21 days in taiwan seems so short and pleasant but 16 days in brunei is long and dreadful....

Anyway, on the day of embarkment i was told to go early to celebrate sgt zw's bdae. Hahaha the first person i saw at the airport was binqi << return me my hi-chew..zzzz den went to meet up wif the rest of sect mates. as usual..ppl late but i dun mind lol becos most of the times im the one late..i understand its not easy to be on time..afterall we live in a fast pace country..haha :D den..the last to arrive was the bdae boy and he was REALLY last...if u got wad i mean..:P so keefe bought a cheese cake from..er i forgot where :P and yep thx to my sis for making e card for him!!! poker dot card...nice combi colour..blue n yellow :) den fly to tw lo...but the feeling was good perhaps tw is my 2nd home and its my 2nd overseas ex. kinda usedd to it le..

so we arrive at gaohsiung airport and travelled by bus to hengchun camp..for ur info gaohsiung is at the most southern end of tw..and the place where we trained is super rural can..den after like 1 hr the bus stop..i was told to unload e bus..and omg can..i tot the bus uncle brought us to cemetery...zzz den i realize my camp is surrounded by cemetery -.- ok so the camp looks like it has experienced thousands of typhoons and I HAD EATING CULTURAL SHOCK BECAUSE I HAD TO TAKE A METAL PLATE AND GO COLLECT MY 3 MEALS AND WASH IT THEN RETURN. damm it makes me lose appetite cos im like a prisoner..the only gd thing was the bunk way better than brunei..toilet was ok too...

training wise..we kicked off with a 3d2n navex and i saw the legendary NINJA VAN at the start pt..omg lol..the like practically know where you at ahahha..next was a 1day cme..the wind was damm strong until sand particle flew into my eyes every sec till i see shit..and my face is like distorted by the strong wind ...-.- next was live firing but i dun ve to go LOL sib.. den bme 2d2n..cold like fuck..sbo walk :).. den rnr lo!!!

1st day of rnr was at gaoshiong see a stone...i swear i shld have stick to my original plan and not psycho by my fren... thats not to climb up and see stones...the tour lady say use ur imagination to see stone as a cat...i tried..but its still a stone????? man shldnt have climb..zz den next went to aquarium...quite boring indeed but i had my jumbo hotdog..:D super nice..den..lunch sucks..not buffet..had to squeeze sit + nt enuff food so i dulan eat bit go back bus enjoy.. den noon i forgot go where le -.- stm acting again.. den dinner and back to hotel..fuck up hotel..and toilet..tip of my head is like 2cm away from toilet ceiling.. den..at nite freeeasy..go shop and buy food..haha cheap cheap..

2nd day breakfast sucks like shit ..den went to jianfusan thempark sit g5..it was fun..i told myself to open my eyes but in e end still close HAHAHA..den had vikings which made me headache until i cant try the rest..damm..hate it.. den travelled to taipei..and hotel den free n easy went to wu fen pu until damm late nv go shilin..e hotel was ok..and got p.....lol~food was cheap n nice!! JI PAK..KAO SQUID..ZANG JIANG MIAN..AND MA JIANG MIAN SUCKS..SHIU JIAO NICE!! BUBBLE TEA SUPER DIFF FROM SG DE.YAM MILK TEA HEAVENLY..RED TEA SPECIAL DE..!! shopping buddy freddy n timo super fun sia..!! fuck it!! hahaha

den last day free easy whole day went to xi meng ding but din manage to find the jap street but bought many clothes...den xfer to taoyuan airport den back to sg and luggage malfunction until i stare at the conveyor belt for 2 hrs...thks..home sweet home!!!

:D ord trip - tw or hk???

bed talk

2010-04-05T22:11:00.004+08:00

heh! ok yesterday i was buying breads for my breakfast at breaktalk..the first thing i noticed after walked in, aunties wearing the milkmaid dress, those miniskirt one. i was like omfg la...summore got one damm skinny and tall look like huici..i like stunned sia..and the only thought in my mind is to buy as fast as i could so to get out of there quickly. then i was choosing and picking bread and next moment i heard a damm loud voice coming from my back, "BED TALK BED TALK"..i turned around and it was the auntie huici lookalike wearing the miniskirt mild maiden theme dress. omfg la..she like holding the tray of bread with one hand high up and continued shouting "BED TALK BED TALK, HOT HOT" LOL it was damm funny. i duno if its required for them to shout bread talk hot when the breads are done from oven or is it jus she added in herself? man..if they cant pronouce articulately, i would urge them not to shout out so loud becus its juz freaking funny lol BED TALK ROFLMAO HAHAHA...to mention, this is not the first time i experienced such thing. i remb once a kid was bugging his mum to buy him drink..den his mum replied okok i go buy o-ling zuice...lol omfg la..typcial..den gt once i was queuing up for kfc..and this auntie infront of me told the cashier "yi ge zin-jer burger" i swear i almost burst my laughter out and i was wondering they must be stressful to hear orders from aunties lol..hahahha

noooo!!! one side of my apple earpiece isnt functioning!!! im only hearing from oneside like my right ear is deaf like this..nooo !! luckily i checked wif apple the warranty covers earpiece too since it is part of the package..!! gonna get it done b4 going tw..anyway..had coy cohesion at kallang cage and i tink dere sux..not really into soccer..and es volunteered to play for me..he soccer siao?? lol :P so i was playing monopoly deal card throughout..freaking fun...alliance game lol...:):) muz bring to tw..lol. den we had buffet which sucks and limited drink...like 1 small cup -.- ye..

booking in later to send duffel bag..and nice no soc this week.NICE.ok goodnight byebye..and i suck at dota especially after im in ns..

**EH DUN ASK ME WHICH BREAKTALK OUTLET..!! :D

no way to say

2010-04-03T19:22:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was good friday and my relative side decided to pay respect to my ancestor because i am going 台湾 next week le!! Hmmm...honestly..i don't quite like that place but hey my grandfather adored me very much when i was young and paying respect to him reminds me of myself to be filial to my grandmother whom is still alive but suffering from senile dementia. Also it's sad to see aging is such an inevitable process and its speed up rapidly as we grow older. I remember last year's cny my distant relative's grandmother was a little senile but still able to joke and chat normally. However this year's cny heard the heartbreaking news that she could no longer walk and talk anymore, seeing her lying on bed, unable to move and needs people to carry her to toilet is so disheartening. ):

instead of crying around, we should learn from it and be even stronger than before - that is learn to appreciate lurfee. Lurfee is such a great thing...lurfee has the power to lead people back to the right path, motivate under any difficult circumstances and willingly to sacrific oneself for others... lurfee should flourish, we should act and never betray the trust in lurfee. it would be great if we all could express our lurfee darely to one another, wouldn't this society be a better place with no crimes and wars but instead flourishes with lurfee? you wake up and say to your dad&mum i lurfee you or walking on street where everybody greets each other with a smile and say i lurfee you..lol its like one of the luckiest thing you could get to do in life..hahaha sounds cool.rite haha.<3

to all my family, friends and my dogs, i lurfee you! lol

omg la today i did some shopping to lighten up my mood and i practically walked the entire orchard road...taka, paragon, 313, ion, wisma, wheelock..ahah tdy spent like 600 bucks sianz..muz save liao for next week tw..=)

and!!! if any of you could get me any of this, i would be greatly indebted to you!!

oakley shade
dunhill duffel
nike dunks
fred perry POLO *******

OMG LA fred perry polo is super exp..1 like 149 bucks..omg..but its super nice..addicted liaozz..also i looking out for small checkered shirt...if you know anywhere has nice ones let me know!!! ok gging to watch prison break..good show!!

and....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FREDDY BRO!! ^^ <=P

part of me

2010-04-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

Ah! so painful and unbearable ): sumetimes i wonder is true happiness only achievable after people went through excruciating pain and agony because then everything seems appreciative. if that is the way, i'm fine living in this delusionary world since the path of happiness is so tormenting and unattainable. i aint exactly in a very good mood the past few days and also it screw to pretend to be happy. sigh! Ah..this lyrics written by AYU speaks for me.

Part of Me Eng lyrics

I sometimes wonder
If we had lived
Sharing one life
Long before we where born

Because I feel your heart so close to me now
Though our bodies are apart

Always, always I hear your voice
Calling my name.
Please don't cry anymore;
I know what you are feeling.

I once knew
That maybe because we were born seperated
We came to think
We were imperfect

Because we desire the same happiness
We keep the same wound in our hearts

Again and again I shout
Not to forget you at any time
Please don't cry anymore;
I won't leave you alone.

Always, always I hear your voice
Calling my name.
Please don't cry anymore;
I know what you are feeling.

I'll protect you forever
I'll think of you,
Even if time may change everything,
I'll think of you.

I sometimes wonder
If we will live
Sharing one life
If we are born again...

It's a sooner or later thing that this will become a private blog ):

ayu

2010-03-28T02:13:00.012+08:00

I got my iPOD Touch recently and started putting songs in and came to a folder which have been neglected by me. argh!!! AYU!! Anyway, i was crazily into AYU after listening to Moments introduced by a friend and started buying her collections despite availibilty of Internet access. No regrets :) The BLUE BIRD poster and cd/dvd was bought by my mum when she was in Japan for holiday in 2006.! Jap's version is damm cool :) And the CuSO4 crystal of Ayumi's logo was done by me when i was in sec 3 lol. Some of the crystals came off, perhaps due to exposure to sunlight. sobz Ah, all these fond memories...i shall pick this long-lost vital element back to my life..You know why she's queen of JPop? because her songs are smoothing and addictive and lyrics are meaningful and real, afterall, she written ALL of the lyrics by herself..

Here i come, !!! :D lol

I hate making decisions especially those that affects my life. It's like sitting on the fence and do not know which side is the right way back home. I read on a book Today Matters by John C. Maxwell, he talked about the importance of making decisions early and confidently because then you can work towards the direction of your decision with greater time. I am still pretty much fickle..argh!! Anyway, i have decided to give engineering a try, seems something different and challenging, unlike science which had haunted me since primary days.

I realised how silly i am to act not my usual self in the fond hope that some chemistry would spark. Damm..i need to stop and wake up and move on my life..or perhaps because of my cowardly and white livered self? I need to talk to someone ):

My dad bought me a scar remover Hiruscar recommended by pharmacist, for $25. hope it works and i swear never will i double with pickets/con wires/barbed wires around. So garang for what sia -__- stewpid me.

Going tw soon lo on 9th of April..Hahha..dunoe whether shld :) or ): cos 3 days r&r :) then tons of exercises and marching ):..dotz.. den..my sis asked me to buy hello kitty mj set for her in tw cos her luggage overloaded but she din tell me where how 2 find sia lol..hohoho..

coa

2010-03-27T15:13:00.004+08:00

Woo...i got to attend Change of Army Parade yesterday at PLC!! it was sooo cool when all the different army vehicles and tanks moved into the parade square..ok la quite memorable as its my first and last chance to attend becus by the next COA, ORD LO! HAHAHAHAHA!! the new coa BG chan mentioned about welfare in his speech :O:O ..haha hope he welfare lo like soc in pt kit lol hahaha dream on ba..den after parade supposedly got free bus to joo koon mrt but...dun wan mention liao..zzzz den went jurong national library borrowed books to burn time and back to camp for soc 2nd yr on sat damm sian can..and i failed hahahaha...but if i have faith and hope i will pass one day...they are the greatest thing existed that never ceased!!! :)

ALSO!!! addicted to monopoly deal cards...super fun lol..can target ppl de HAHAHAH..hope gt time play but next week pack wif live firing and more and more soc!!! sianzz...but nvm :) think positively -.-

quite happy la yesterday attend the parade... :) but also quite sad laa..my leg got scars.. =( stewpid ns...

pokemon time :)

operational

2010-03-19T20:45:00.009+08:00

If only i have the courage to speak up and if only i am more observant, then things would probably work out my way. i am sick of procrastinating and act like it doesnt matter to me, then realize i have never move a single foot step in my life. there is nothing we could do to things that has already happened but we could make a difference to our future because it is in the grasp of our own hands. sometimes you might think the whole world is against you or things dont work out your way...don't be dishearten because out in the dark grey cloud there is always a silver lining shining its way through the darkness and that is the hope most people are looking for yet they fail to see it.

1 Corinthians 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

We cannot negate faith, hope and love are the only three greatest things that last.

It definitely sucks to be in an operational ready unit that means no more blanks, its real. I still remember what my mum had told me before i entered ns, must be humji, dun get yourself injured. Seriously, i want to leave army happily with no wounds, scars or any post-traumatization. There it goes, 2cm laceration wound, 5cm and 3cm superficial cut. Sianzz ): I told my dad and he was asking if he could come to camp and visit me. lol..I think he forgot im in army not primary school hahaha.

Anyway, my sis put yohgurt in my house because she is in taiwan for her honeymoon!!!while i am stuck in sg to do ns #@!!@#$^&#@!!! Yohgurt has grown so big that she looks funny when i thought how she looked like when my sis juz brought her, it was like super small la. seriously i think my sis ill-treat her lol..what feed her 2.5 spoonful of ratio twice a day, 12 hours apart. you know those ban mian drink soup plastic spoon? lol wth sia..humans' perception of slim is healthy and fat is slobbish has only make our best companion, dogs, suffer. ):

time to feed yoghurt..:)

patience?

2010-03-07T13:42:00.007+08:00

F*** lah! i could never understand why people take their own bloody time at the atm and keep reinserting atm card. in case dey din realized, dey are wasting their own precious time and those whom queued behind them.

And f*** lah! i went to apply pdl at cdc kovan den realized i did not bring my ic. argh!

F***! i dropped my CK watch in the toilet and the glass frame broke..zZzz heartbreaks ):

pissed.

As i had mentioned, patience is never my virtue and going at this rate, i dun see how far i will go in my life. my fren once said to me

"patience is the highest level of education"

and if its so, i am at its lowest level of education, perhaps K1? i can never comprehend the arts of being patience becos it makes me look like a retard. im like stuck in a well of unfathomable depth and i need someone out there to constantly remind me to stay calm and cool. lol the problem lies here...i dun see anyone out there that has so much patientness that he/she could wait for somebody for few hours without grumbling. at least i duno any of the retards. afterall, this phrase is so true..

"to err is human and to forgive is divine"

we must accept the fact this world is not impeccable and humans are so fallible.

o maybe i shall stop indulge myself in my own connotation of impatience. haha

anyway, next week im turning ops on marina floating platform, the place where i received my beret, its pretty cool. also next sat i planned to go it fair but it seems screwed up as its gonna be rush.

also, please support the anime fair at taka, im pretty sure its not as screwed up as the previous anime fair at suntec convention hall. thank you (:

taiwan

2010-03-07T02:05:00.009+08:00

好想恋住在台湾的他们啊！

公公和舅舅

后左起：妈咪，婆婆和两个表妹。。<3 lol super cute can..haha

小阿姨和妈咪

终于看完了《下一站，辛福》。。。超棒的。。^3^强力的推荐，一定要去看喔。。米修。。。米修。。。

多一个月就要去台湾了。。。超兴奋和期待。。那个土地毕尽是我半个家乡啊。。好回恋那里的所有一切。。那熟悉的空气和周围的味道。。。可是这也是我的一个夏天在台湾啊，不要太热，好吗？):

台湾我来了啊！米修。。。米修。。。收到了没？^_^

P.S: 谢谢你阿财叔 LOL..no la.. TAN XHI XIANG.

contribution to sg

2010-02-28T13:03:00.007+08:00

:S

What contributions have i make to singapore till date?

I have always believe in the idealogy of opposite should also hold true. Our parents taken great care of us when we were small and ideally, we would do the same when they are old. On the macro scale, Singapore has provided us with one of the best and prestigious education system, a safe and sound environment and corruption-free government owned state. These are all the effort and hard sweat our country has put in for her citizens and the opposite undoubtly must hold true too, which is we should do our part to contribute to Singapore.

We, humans are selfish who only think of personal gains and do not realize we are so myopic that caused us to be trapped in a small dimension. We always think studying is only for our own good and what we do not perceive is how our knowledge and skills learn can improve our homeland's economy. By gaining essential knowledge and skills, one can helps in country's literacy rate and increasing our talent pools therefore, attracting forgein investments to tap on our workforce and technological knowhow. By securing a slot in Singapore's university, i would contribute back to singapore by joining the workforce and not be a social parasite, thereby improving economically.

As how Singapore has provided a secure and safe environment for her citizens, i am doing my part in the national defense by serving national service. Full time national serviceman are required to learn the necessary military skills and technologies. I have learned the 7 core values and it has been incalculated in me to be fully devoted to Singapore and never take the peace living for granted. I also participated actively whenever Civil defence day was conducted back in school days and understanding the hardships of not having any electricity, thus appreciative to our dearest motherland.

Environmetal issues have been gaining global's attention and it is also our part to do our job and keep our country clean. I have learn the importance of reduce, reuse and recycle because we need to limit the use to products that are non-biodegradable and most importantly, Singapore does not have enough land for dumping ground. To cite a few example, reuse bathe water to flower, reduce the dependence on air-conditioner and recycle drink cans as piggy banks. Perhaps if we all do our part, Singapore can be a cleaner and greener place.

We should be grateful and further contribute to Singapore being a perfect state to live in. Afterall, what we are doing now is ultimately not for our own good, but for our further descendant. If we want them to be able to born in a resplendent place like Singapore, we should start acting now.

marche!

2010-02-28T01:24:00.032+08:00

bonding is such a complicating issue. i used to think to bond with someone is a hassle as i would deceive others and myself by acting not my usual self, as i tend to be a shy boy lol. however once you get to know me or rather i feel easy, my horntail starts to show, you might or not like it but i dun care. bonding, is such an inexplicable creation, which till now leaves me with numerous question marks on how it exists. but then again, when i think i found the answers to my doubts, it appears it wasn't so easy.

to me, i am losing my faith in bonding between one another, because the deeper you go, the one getting even hurtful and painful would only be you. this is essentially the same as the bonds in chemistry. the stronger the bonds, the more heat required to break, the worse it feels. yes i feel hurt because i couldn't bear to see my loved or closed ones or even friends leave by my side, one by one. the pain is immense and excruciating. i believe in time heals, don't you? it takes time to heal because as clock ticks, we humans, are not capable of storaging information like harddisks, therefore we would eventually forget the pain we once felt and most importatly, the person we once strongly bonded with would be faded away from our memories. its sad but we juz had to do erase them away from our storage, afterall we cannot live everyday with a gloomy face.

its strange when people once strong bonded with has changed. you feel the intense heat has start to sank in and the bonds juz weaken day by day. what else could we do if the other party has not realize and put in any effort yet? the answer is nothing..never depends on optimism, juz let time heals and forget them away. i'm tired and deadbeat..and afterall this is right..

"what is changed, cannot be undone. what's undone, cannot be changed."

Went to dine at Marche' vivo wif my 2 aunt, sis, 2 uncles and 2 couzinz. ok i was the one treating because my big aunt grumbled to me last week that i did not treat her anything yet. haha so here it is. my fav picks would be rosti, paella and fish. darn! no more calamari but i had fried mushroom which tasted really cool. haha crepe was cool too should try the fruit crepe the next time and nono to german pork knuckle..it tasted like..PIG. lol well we went in at like 545pm and there was no queue but inside was like pretty full. then like 10mins later queues started to form like to the toilet there and it remains as it is till i left at like 8+ hahaha..lol wth. den my aunt, being a typical sgrean, made an intrigue suggestion to go to RWS for a check out. haha i tink it sucks..mineral water sells at 2.50 each hahaha i shld go work dere liao if i flunk my uni lol.

army is both physically and MENTALLY taxing. essay time ):

reflection on brunei

2010-02-23T11:30:00.014+08:00

I might as well it post since i done it on blogger.

Reflection on Brunei

I believe the word 'Brunei' is what most people are afraid of in their entire army life especially if its their first overseas exercise. This was no different to me and i have long come to senses that since i could not escape and no point gripping and grousing over it, i might as well face it like a boy and come back as a man.

I swear i never felt so intense and nervous before as if i was expatriated to exile. This is also the first time i stepped into airport with a dull face, not like all other times. The next thing i realized i was not alone as i see many smiliar unwillingly faces. I was at the airport alone without my parents coming alone as i was afraid i might feel even emotional and miserable. Then i met up with my section mates and section commander whom together we would go through this arduous journey of Ex. Lancer side-by-side. I am glad they all turned up and seems determined to complete the exercises as one.

After touched down at the Brunei International Airport with transits on bus and water taxi, I finally reached Lakiun Camp, which would be my home for the next 17 days. I swear it is the most tiring 17 days of my life as i did not have a proper rest once i reached the camp, not until the day i was back at Singapore. The three exercises were back to back and the countless dry-runs and inspections were exhausting.

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They say outfield is the best time to see the true colours of one another. I agreed as i got to see it with my own eyes. Indeed, my section mates did not relinquished easily althought we were experiencing excruciating pain from all the walkings and heavy loads. They were tough fighters and i respect them from the bottom of my heart.

Also, without the morale supports from my family, i doubt i could complete the whole journey. They made me realized how little things in life like home cooked food, mum's nagging and flat cement floor can be so precious. There are many little things people do in our lives which we fail to identify them and then realize these are very strong signs of love. We live in a hectic pace of life and we get so busy and negated all these very little yet significant acts linger around us.

And finally now i can tell people, i finished Ex.Lancer.

lol

2010-02-21T11:53:00.009+08:00

I do not know the sudden huge surge of appetite in me. practically i feel hungry every second and my guilty conscience is killing me. i do not wish to become like my old self where i indulged myself with food, food and food that caused me to be a slob of 78kg. can you imagine i bought a levis jean for my aunt's wedding of waist 38? i aint joking and i remember the times where i forced myself to regurgitate and starved myself every alternate day. those days were nightmares and also the reason why i am so concern over my diet which could be consequential and dire.

i need to balance out the needs to maintain my diet and energy to survive in army. i really have a strong dislikes towards rice and pork and i really cant force myself to gorge them down even i need the carbohydrates and fats in them to work out. it is also scientifically proven that as you skip meals or force yourself to eat lesser than usual, your appetite shrink and feel bloated even easier.

why do people grow fat and unhealthy easier than slimming down and stay lean and fit? why do people born with defects and do not have access to proper sanitation and basic necessities while others do? why do people born to be genius while others have to slog their guts out and then realize they still lose out? and why do people have an easier life in army but not me? all these callous reality is a test of our motivation, determination and perserverance to survive any ordeal. have some faith in urself and things will eventually work out smoothly. at least thats what i believe in.

God has imbued us with the ability to speak in thousand languages and communicating, ability to hear the voice of our loved ones and the gust of the winds, vision to see the wondrous of the world and the vast yet splendid skies, ability to taste the delicious delicacies and differertiating the 5 tastebuds, ability to smell the magnificent of chemistry and the peaceful air that surrounds us, and lastly the ability to touch. it always amazed me and i think it is the most beautiful thing on earth that is indescridable.

as i age and proceed on with my life, i start to look even ahead and occassionally think back the mistakes i made in life. i start to appreciate my surrounding, especially my loved ones and be satisfied for the things i have with me now. i realize how lucky i am and i thank you God for that.

my life is as boring as ever because army is what i perpetually deemed as boring. i was rushing for my driving ftt on wed which had expired and now i need to make a decision on private or school! argh.. chiong driving ah!! Just finished reading Survival of the sickest and i pick up a book introduced by my aunt; Today Matters, next probably i will go to Bible lol As you can see how boring my life is now Haha..IT fair in March coming soon ah!! Should i get a camera for my aunt as a form of appreciative? She seems interested in the Sony's cameras..shes very frugal and should i get ipod touch? seems exorbitant, eh? aiya sum1 go wif me and gif me advices.. :)

下一站, 辛福, anyone?

im a free thinker, by the way. :)

cny' 10

2010-02-16T12:40:00.016+08:00

wads e probability ?
this is juz after lao finish. half of it on the floor -.-
my dad, 3rd aunt and cousinz

my dad n me my sis and jiefu

my uncle and me The Ah Lams

my family(4/5)

Happy CNY to everyone and hope you have a good year ahead!

I consider myself pretty lucky as i will only spend one cny in my entire army life. probably two but i suppose i have leaves and offs, i hope? I swear cny is getting boring each year and that it means the festive mood is gone and what's left is only blackjack. this year's cny is so darn hot, i practically sweat with air-con on and its not just me. i noticed, ironically how gambling can bond people together to become cooperative while on global scale, developed countries are not doing their part in environmental issues. aren't dey also gambling our descedents' future? yes it is a micro vs macro problem and yet there is no resolving promises from the developed because it revolves what we called root of all evil - money. CNY without gambling is not what it is, right? i realise, i hate losing in studies but i fear in gambling.. money's temptation is so strong.....

yesterday, my uncle said to me that i am his precious nephew. at that moment i have this inadvertent thought, and that is, i swear i would shower my nephew or niece(my sis' kid) with all the love i have in me. I will spend time watch him grow so that he will never have to go through what i went through. it wont be so soon, i cogitated to use all these time wisely to become mature and a wiser man, erm nono, uncle.. lol. most importantly is my temper and patience, they are never my virtue. perhaps this is the lam's genes in me..i noticed how dominant this gene is among my family and relatives..while there are recessive ones though and i am glad they exist to realize how immature i am at times..

my biggest regret of this cny is i never take photos!! argh..cause everyone arrives at different timing. and that i have stm - forgot. darn! luckily managed to take some pics yest, before lao yu shen. i was in the red shirt becos i changed to test my luck on the table, not that i will wear that 6 bucks shirt i bought in giodarnna(omg i cant spelled it) for army's cny celebration and yes i am superstituous, that explains my winnings, maybe.

Back from Brunei

2010-02-01T23:00:00.008+08:00

It took me quite sometime to write this post because i was really sick, high fever, diarrhea, flu, cought and whatever you could think of. This illness had caused me headache and feeling damm sick for the first time for close to a week..damm.. I feel it is totally not worth it because i probably got the microbes or viruses while i was in Brunei. Anything that harms me as a result of national service, i deemed it as not worth it. Ah but all is well now..i am still alive and kicking and better after the prescribed medicine i got from sg clinic( not the panadols from Lakiun)!

And no, i am not gonna blog about my experiences in Brunei. Everytime i tried to think of the things happened in Brunei, i got headache and the idea of hot and stuffy bunk makes me sick only. I am very glad i survived ex.lancer but thats the only thing i want to remember. I survived - thats it.

Time indeed passes very fast when you are busy with your own things. In a blink of an eyes, it is our fav season, CNY! $_$ lol I realised the festive mood is no longer there, even i am too lazy and cannot be bothered to shop for new year clothes, afterall it is just another season. I believe the reason is because we all ages so as we grow mature, all the excitement and looking forward to a season tends to be childish. lol I found another thing worth celebrating than cny and that is i am gonna be one year solider in like one month's time lol. And with a snap of the finger, another day pass, another month...another year...ORD LO! :D

I was back in camp on friday and i noticed how dull and boring the life is in army. Army can be interesting if you perceived it in another way and only if you want to...yayaya you probably heard of this bull shit. The thing is that the dull life is due to the set of routine you have to follow everyday..like reville, first parade, breakfast timing..its like stagnant, same for the two whole year. Even i want to believe in the bullshit and think positively, there is still this set of routine and rules that makes me sick of camp life. As probably heard, they will tell u its necessary to have rules and regulations so to govern the camp. Ok i agree but see the difference in other organizations compared to saf camp..? I shall not go too much in. lol

I need to start studying! Pick up a chem book!! Yes i will..

Brunei

2010-01-12T13:24:00.014+08:00

Ah...Brunei's coming and honestly i am not prepared and ready yet..They always said if ure a finisher of 32km dat means brunei will be no kick to u..lol i dun tink so lo...dey tink i 3 yrs old kid meh..lol but heck it lah..dun tink too much it will be over, rite? :D furthermore i tink my section is pretty fun compared to the rest..so lets rock section 3!! whos da best XD! well..i believe after brunei i will be more appreative of the ppl ard me and what i have..and perhaps i will like sg even more -.- ok brunei here i come!! anyway!! i was forced to get a 1-2 haircut yesterday..omfg la hope by cny can grow bak T_T haha my mum tdy went to temple pray and get me an amulet for brunei trip..im not a buddhist lah but i feel safer wif an amulet ard..haish touched T_T thank you!

anyway went to settle many things tdy like booking advaced theory test tink mine expired le..den go apply roaming i probably will call my parents..haha..i wan to chiong driving le dun wan slack anymore..i got a dream..dats to bring my sis' 1st kid to zoo and take lots of pics!! so i muz learn how to drive 1st -.- aiya..i wan play wif kids argh..quick!! haha anyway im thinking of picking up some courses to learn while im in army. erm..im thinkin of cosmetic course..-.- abit lol rite..but i believe in make-up la not those over one like geisha..make up certainly will improve one's face feature and i notice the trend in make up among guys especially those rockers lol..so guys shld make up too but it must be secondary and not over obessesed like gals la..lol perhaps pick up a language course too? haha but i muz admit i suck at languages..lolz like i took french for a year b4.haha not alot ppl noe...which i muz say i screwed it up LOL

er..been thinking of getting a men's duffle bag lol duno i wan a high end de or wad sia..anyway tell me which 1 u tink its nice! tink i going for a shopping spree after brunei b4 cny!! wan join me? :P can u tell which 1 is e highest end de?

Will be back on 31st Jan!! I WILL SURVIVE BRUNEI!

mum bdae

2010-01-06T23:45:00.012+08:00

well! book out today from camp for coy outing at SENTOSA..ok lah it was a little better than what i expected lol..haha i tink cos got 2 hrs of own free time wandering ard. of cos got free mac though it sucks :D but its free..niceeee i lurfee free stuffs ! lol ok lah so we took bus from camp to harbourfront and i saw joel in giant but didn't approach him..wa super long nv see him can..but he like wif his frens so dun wan disturb him. hmm den we had free time from 1-3 after that its game day lo..like quite lame.. 1st one was to connect using items or ppl from the shelter to the sea..and obviously we lost quite badly since our platoon has smallest strength but who cares lol..2nd game was the er..sand thingy it was horrible being buried..fucking itchy..den next was the act and guess game diao.which is lame also hahha..den we rewarded wif plastic to make water bomb..ok at1st i was quite enthu until got 1 idiot come throw water bomb at my face. we were like only 40cm apart and freaking pain la..cheebye lo! haiz..den went to harbourfront eat wif them lo and wait for dad come fetch me to turf city..bought a small cheese cake for mjum at bakerzin my fren intro de..haha wanted buy a 1kg de but too bad la dey have damm limited..

haha den went turf city to celebrate mum's xx bdae lol :D my sis treat and my first time dere lo..i went dere like sua gu omfg.! the seafood like imba..lots of tank and seafood and dey r ALIVE..yes alive and swimming..lol we orded like lots and lots but got 50% discount on weekday la so end up is $12x....which i say is pretty reasonable for 5 ppl..hahha eat until damm full.. :D next time shld empty stomach go..oh ye haven get anytink for her cos i relli suck at buying present except getting chocolate -.- lol cos i tink choco is a universal present for all occasions and sexes and ages hahahha. my mum show me her bdae present louis vuitton handbag for 1.9k omfg lah diaozz waste money zz..

Anyway happy birthday mummy! :D

sis wedding

2010-01-01T18:41:00.024+08:00

Well..well..well!! Today is my big day!!! nah i wished =( hahaha its my sis' big day lah..getting marry at the age of 21 high XD.. haha last nite my sis' frens came to my house to ton la..dey came up wif all the zhen ren thing for the groom side..so dey use my mum's rm and in turn my mum use my rm to slp and in turn i had to slp in e living rm..diao i like sleep at 3.40am den woke up at 630am by my mum telling me i cld go back my rm slp le..den like 1 min later after lying on my bed...BOOMZ..i had to wake up and get off my comfortable bed for the gals to make up in my rm..damm!! dat was like double hurts T_T so feeling sad i decided to go bathe lah and dress up haha which i took like 1 hr plus -.-..den after awhile e guys came le and traditionally dey say i have to carry oranges to gif my brother-in-law when i open car door for him lol..den my house no oranges cos no 1 said..so i went out to buy la wif my sis' frens -.- ok for ANGBAO sake..im willing to walk a long dist despite legs hurting badly..hahahha tell u its worth it LOL.. so i go down wa..see alot cars and his gang la..his car damm nice can..so den we went up and dey kena lock outside which in turn i kena lock outside also lol -,-..den dey play pranks on them make them wear adult pamper which wad my granny is wearing always -.- lol den make them ans qn eat disgusting sushi and drink nasty stuffs from pacifier bottle lah..i help my jiefu la by hiding away those food since dey din relli notice me cos i wasnt participating lol..den my neighbour come ask me..wa..ur meimei jie hwen ah..i say no -.- my jiejie. den she gave me e shock face diao.aiya i so cao lao meh wth.. =(=( so dey went in lah and didnt wan to let him in until he read out all the promises he had to make like love yogurt like his daughter -.- LOL rofl den sign on paper haha i swear its super funny..den finsally go in get my sis lah..ok la dat part quite touched.. :'(

woo fullerton hotel super nice sia..lol haha den went to my sis rm which dey gt for 'free' la..inclusive in e cost le lo..den not bad haha took some pics wif her fren! den went down for her rom..the sad part is 2 of my aunts and granny didnt make it on time..er..at 1st i wanted take pic wif the pastor lucky i didnt sia cos den i realised hes a nus professor lol...den after dat its jin cha = angbao time lol..hahhahaha lol den after that went to banquet..wa when i saw the video of playback..i felt so emotional..! its like my sis is gone..byebye =( and like wad i wrote on the signature book..love n hate u always LOL ok sounds too mushy..its enuff -.-den..the food ok ok only la lol but appetizer nice haha..den see the games super funny LOL..muz see wad my sis do at the golfbaLL de.. rofl..e guy had to like tie a string connected to a golfball onto his waist and aim it into the mug which the gal holding..the gal kena blindfold and guy cannot use hand lol..damm funny my sis go put the mug super high and its like horizontal relli diao LOL..anyway after the whole thing my dad was so drunk by his collegaue until he cldnt drive diao..so went to courtyard to have high tea and cab home.. haha anyway took alot pics lo but mostly by her photographers so i got limited ones..mostly on fb lar..

well!! seeing my sis marry off..makes me wan to find my true love also =( dey keep saying im next but i tink it will be much later like 28 lol..and ye tdy funny..alot ppl cant recognize me say i change alot..den my aunt like say i slimdown but it was like 4 yrs ago thingy -.- haha and saw aunty louisa she cldnt recognize me and i cldnt recognize her until she spoke..her hk accent LOL HAHA..distinctive..anyway going bowling later tonite woo!! fun.. :D veri long nv play le..

CONGRATULATION TO MY SIS AND JIEFU!! =P

2009-12-28T16:32:00.005+08:00

Sup! Haha Went out with aunt yesterday to orchard for shopping..We wanted go the new shopping mall Orchard Central to see see lol so we alighted at somerset MRT. Den we saw a new shopping mall thats linked to the mrt so without a thought, we tot is orchard central..yes its we not me =P LOL er.. went ard walk walk to diff shop but most dun sell blazar. went to uni qlo..omg la its like market..ppl dig and throw the apparels ard den super messy..i will nv get things from dere lo... den i saw ZARA..at 1st bit hesitation to go in after went to the zara at taka..den since like relli nth much liao lazy to go other place so went in gif it a try lo..wa i go in 1st thing see is tons of nice blazars..damm diff from taka de.. so i tried a few nice ones..but the smallest was 46 still look super big on me..probabaly becos i dun ve broad shoulder not small muscles =P lol den he gave me a 44 slimfit one..he said only a few shop has and its limited piece..well it looks quite fitting but i tink 42 will be better la..lol i bit of hunchback ..dat day muz push my shoulder back le chest up to look smart..as always =) so when i going cashier..my aunt say muz scan the product in detailed..the way she scanned like hold the clothes 1cm away from her spec..omg la lol..diao..but indeed got some stain..so e guy offered to use dry stain removal or sth,..haha..not bad la deir service..so in the end bought it for 199.. im gonna wear g2000 white long sleeve cum black skinny cum shoe hmm not yet decide and my new blazar! woo...shuai LOL

so after we found out exit from the mall den we realized we werent at orchard central LOL we were at 313 and orchard central was beside it LOL.. relli ah cum sia hahaha its we hor not me only =P lols after that went to centrept with my aunt for her shopping..so i juz sit dere stare..i realised gals clothes damm colourful and damm varities lah..gt gd or bad also..gd is dey gt more choices and can see which fit their styles..while the bad is hard to choose HAHA...yes more varierties = duno which 1 u one..ahahha..den dad fetched us to meet my fren at tampines.. after alighting at tm..i realized i DROPPED MY FONE..i super panic can..and public fone isnt as common as it used to be..so i had a hard time finding..i abit reluctant to use public fone becos it is damm disgusting la..alot ppl use b4..+0( so..i spent like 1 buck on calling others since my dad say he cannot find fone on his car..i wanted get my fren no. so asking alot ppl to log in my msn ask for no..diao lo no one at home at that time..all went out..so in e end my aunt suggest to my dad to go back where dey alight me find and BOOMZ..yes it was on the road..heng sia nth happen..i so lucky lol..hahahha den when i met my fren its like 840pm le i called him and he say at tm foodcourt..so i went up to 5th floor foodcourt..he wasnt dere DIAO..den i go the bus interchange..wth he at that foodcourt den..he gon jiaowei say he tot tm means tampines that shopping area..wtf lol i stunned..he din noe tm is tampines mall..aiya go out wif him sure gt suay things happen de..die in dota and lost hp..relli diao lo =.= ok la but rather happy at least..=) =) hehe

haha gonna book in soon for lame games day..LOL relli diao..but happy la =) er..tdy help my sis do house cleaning wtf lo super dirty and messy..den luckily no need clean and sweep gt ppl coming tmr =) juz tidying up only hahahaha..YAY SUPER HAPPY LO!!! :D :D :D

ps: SORRY TO APRIL for not meeting u =( cos needa pass fren sth last min!! argh my bad!!

2009-12-26T03:40:00.010+08:00

Haha..merry christmas to everyone!! personally i lurfee xmas lah..cos i like to eat turkey :D and eat logcake hahaha..super de nice =) well nth much and as usual spend my xmas wif my relatives..O well my bro-in-law de parents came over for xmas and yep my sis getting marry in like next friday..ok time flies..but seeing her happy can le la..:D

well scan through last yr xmas pic and realized i actually spent it in malacca..probably my last trip b4 i get out of ns..excluding brunei those craps la -.- gd memories + its free lol totally sponsored by my aunt. :D lets do it again after i ORD LO! haha

well..had been thinking of you and juz wan to tok to u more though dun relli noe wad 2 say.. ): ok la going slp le needa wake up early tmr for avatar =DDD! hui ci LOL! =P

part2:

yawnz. couldn't wake up early at 900 to go my granny house take my watch..left it dere la..go out without watch feel so weird lol..so i set to 930 also cannot wake up until ken called me la lol cos yest slp at 3 + zz in the end late abit la met up wif nise at cathay LOL super funny day wif them..muz see nise and ken combo..den watch avatar..super funny also..and super long i like..den go lan play l4d2 which i suck at it totally..den 1 rd of dota which i feed also lol den went orchard met up wif frens awhile and cldnt see any nice suit for my sis la..so i buy some snack go up treat the auntie i work under last time =) hahha..maybe tmr go wif my aunt lor..sian lazy shop lei.. ok bb

csb

2009-12-23T20:07:00.003+08:00

Had been a short week in camp 3 days =) and i had leave till next monday..song ah!! (: well probably resting at home tmr since the abrasion and blisters are hindering my movements. Really underestimated 32km lol without wearing tights anyway i aint used to wearing it either..so i tink i deserved it hahaha..at least i noe how others feel when they had abrasions. Ok i am sorry for not being understanding :( so tmr will be my korean drama day !! duno y i got addicted maybe cos of a toot army mate lol. Iijimae and maybe explore son of sol pharmcy..anyway bad family is damm funny la..romance comedy relli rocks..:D tmr needa go collect christmas stuffs wif my aunt for xmas' eve gathering..woo i got no presents for them..as usual la..lazy shop haha..ok la enjoy the shining inheritance's songs..=) haha

2009-12-20T19:34:00.005+08:00

Woo veri long nv update le.. well last week was my bdae and i had to spend it in camp due to sat navigation!! argh!! but happy la..received wishes from many ppl. so i celebrated in camp wif my pioneer mates =) woo got a cake and we smashed it onto timothy HAHAHA..super funny..i was like grab the cream and rub on his spec so he cant see who did it on him den i rub the rest onto his hair LOL den when he started to chase us back and he saw me den i say i did nth LOL den he went chase others hahahah..oso thks la for the presents..at 1st wanted to celebrate wif my jc clique but cldnt make it so went out wif them yest..woooo we went movie body guards assassin which e gals apparently seems to be bored by it but i tink was nice =) so went on to teo heng K.. din sing much cos i prefer to sing tgt wif them lo =) den..went jk's house slack den go eat prata and slack slack slp play bridge hahahahah..den go home..quite fun la although like zuo bo.. haha.. anyway also went to watch storm warriors which sux to the max..haha..merry xmas coming woo next weekk..haven get to go out get my sis the present and getting xmas present for my aunts and mum =( by next week i had to start clearing up my rm and dog area for my sis' wedding..my god ahh..i haven even go buy my suit yet..y do i always drag till the last sec den start doing things..muz change e habit le..-.-

2009-11-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

lazy to blog, as usual lol..Last week went to anime fair wif herman, zx, ps, freddy. hongwei since dad had free tix..The anime fair was super cmi but the cosplay was amusing but juz abt that..nth more =P haha I muz admit i dun ve the courage to cosplay and like walk ard wif some weird make up and costume..so ye thumb up for them! den met up wif the rest chee, es, garrett for movie 2012 digital LOL wth la. 2.5 hrs movie nice lo..u sit there aircon also worth the 10 bucks. the effects was gd la juz that he managed to avoid all shit and stay alive..like he climb up of the hole after kena hit by the volcano fire ball lol ..

this week long weekend but i had a really bad week in camp ): first is moving of bunk and second dun wish to mention lor.ask me personally la. Haish!! Went to IT fair at expo wif herman,freddy, hongwei, bingqi, garrett, maung lol nth much la decided not to get itouch since i got myself a sony fone oredi =) anyway super crowded la like walk 1 step stop 3 sec like this sianz..den decided to get out of it after getting our stuffs den went teat subway den bedok hawker =) den buz home..haha den sat went parklane wif them to play BATTLEFIELD!!! omg freaking fun la..sianz la my comp dun ve special forces so we were like playing bf2 only. i saw bf vietnam wth seems fun to me..medic rocks! i finnally get the essence of killing + reviving and healing at the same time ..the game is fun la..but couldnt find it at it fair =( sianzz den after that went to get cake for my cousin 16th birthday and play cards :D lol den..went mac ard 1am den uncle send us home at 3am..HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U ! going back to camp soon le..hell lor..is case 39 gd? i wan watch :D

sis wedding

2009-11-16T19:39:00.004+08:00

Hihi..lol damm act cute. Anyway juz went to get a haircut despite i dun see a need to. its freaking short can..i need my long hair back T_T I know i have been complaining abt my hair but wa lao eh 1.2 years more b4 ns ends and plus i still need to keep my hair long needs another 3 mnths. omg lah kill me prsss!! Ok den on my way home took the same lift with my neighbour..hardly tok to them la but they are pretty nice ppl..their son looks quite smart to me. they couldn't recognize me in black spec wth lol i have been wearing it since i entered ns..and say i slim down alot den i say 'ye haha army ma' lol i wanted tell them torturing hahaha!!

Anyway my sis' wedding is coming lar. my mum is oredi looking out for her gown while i have zero motivation to do shopping. lol army makes ppl change alot relli lo..now i hardly shop le unlike b4 i enter ns, i shop like duno wad sia. also last time wore skinny now like shy shy dun dare le hahaha.but its time to move my ass out of my comp seat and get a outfit for my sis wedding..hey i will be part of the attention too, rite? :P my fren suggested me go tailor my own outfit cos can choose own design..duno lei?? At first was pretty excited cos my taiwan side family coming to sg but heard from mum many things happened dere so might not be expecting them. Haish sian haha.. anyway i read on newspaper that shoe is veri impt to men and yes i agree so time to stock up my limited shoes :P SITEX COMING OMG. expecting it to be on dec but its much way earlier which is a gd thing lar can get sth for my sis' bdae and myself :P i wanna watch 2012!! :D wnna watch wif me? =)

2009-10-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

Humph..I'm enjoying my last hour of block leave!! From thursday to tuesday..seems long but its fucking short can =.= I wan more break XD i tink go back 0 pull ups le hahahaz. Er Really dun feel like booking in lah..I'm veri de sure hell is awaiting me.. Yest supposed to be a happy day with sport heat and platoon cohesion but turned out pretty screwed. Dun wan to mention it lah but he relli too much la.. Spoiled mood only nia..ok la i try not to get affected XD!!

Yest PS said we only left half day leave? Diao lol dat means i gonna chiongsua till 2nd yr. lame lo..1 yr 14 days leave..ok la had to admit i din spend my leave wisely..beside going out wif frens..all i do is rot at home dotaing&slp..lol damm shld go visit my granny la =( why am i so lazy..meh..

=) ok gtg book in le..how to use wretch? XD

Weird

2009-10-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

Juz came back from weekend guard duty..It feels really weird to be in camp for guard duty on weekend especially when there aren't many souls in camp. Really hate the feeling! Anyways book out in the morning around 9am and i reminded my dad to fetch me at selarang yet he went to nee soon Diao! -_- so ended up waiting like 40mins..

My sis got to drive cos her bf isn't in Sg so we decided to go out eat with mummy and her fren? We went to changi village and had seafoooooooood! Full sia lol Er den before go back went to had Red tea logan Nice lah!! haha..

Im supposed to feel uneasy and pissed when her fren is around but i weren't at all..This is the scary thing. Most of the times people would say we should get use to the environment and not the other way round. The best way is to spend time with it. This is true. But if you think again..sometimes it can be really scary when you get used to sumthing which u NEVER muz..What does this tells u? It had already become part and parcel of your life and in you sub-coucisoun you think it is right..Since i have zero ability to turn back time, so should i pretend i mind or juz let the wrongdoing flow normally? =/

2009-08-30T18:01:00.002+08:00

yoyo!! super long nv blog le cause i have been.....GAMING.. HAHA! er..nth much happen and the course is getting tiring each week..next week is my last week le den have to go back selarang =( haish!! sian sian but no choice..!! anyway HAPPY BIRD DAY TO JY AND EUNISE! Woo!! :D Went out to celebrate jy bdae yest..bought him a cannot be blown off candle + ice cream that called birthday cake?! lol wth la..went pool den l4d omfg..i suck at it lol er i wan battlefield T_T den catch 2am movie final final final destination!! 3D! hahaha nice lo..but like duh i din kena scared!! den cab home at 4am play farmville OMFG..fun lo shld have listen to frens play it earlier now still level 9 omfg..booking in soon cannot play le T_T who wan help me level!! anyway spent alot lo yest and tdy on my stuffs haish..like 300+ tmd..my mum bought me a new ns fone g700 business edition for 4xx!! =) thank you.!! seriously n8250 suck big time..like thurs still gt 2 bar batt left den i off it next day flat le..its like even dun use it will still consume ur batt..ok la cant blame it its an old fone..BOOKING in soon for my last leg of race..2 exercises on wednesday..gdluk to myself..!! oh ye my sis bought a new chihuahua..so small lol hahahaz !

2009-08-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 520am after having only 3 hrs of sleep, feeling lethergic yet i had no choice but go to 10km run. Thankfully, i survived =P Haha!! I reached padang and met up with them and was discussing wif them to walk throughout the 10km if no timing is taken. We were thinking how the heck are they going take the timing since not only 3sir ppl taking the run. There were 6km, 10km and 21 km run. Amazingly, 3sir does wonders..they always do..gif us plently of shocks and surprises =) well..so we have to completed 10km run within 65 mins for the csb badge which i dun even care abt it. Before the race starts we have to run a long sretch of bridge to the starting point..i run damm fast la to the starting point hoping to rest but once i reach there the timing goes off wth..screwed! The race was super tired for me la duno y especially tdy i tink not enuff slp + i din take breakfast. The hardest part of the race is not running or catching breath and is learn to SIAM ppl..There were lots of people running la..wth lo and alot more walking wtf and they walk wif frens so ur path kena blocked..ccb!! Wasted lots of time siaming ppl..But throughout the race many performances and things to see ;) woo..!! i din had a stopwatch so i have no idea wad is the timing..so when i reach the 8km mark i saw a friend and he said 15mins more for 2km. i like wtf lo..den i chiong wif him la we chiong to the starting pt thinking is the finishng pt. ccb!! it wasn't. i need to see the end pt to be motivated lo =.= den i saw our enick towards the end and before the race starts he said even crawl also can pass and cloack under 65mins..<<<-- veri de bullshit lol.. he was saying all those ran before him passed and dun have to rerun next week..PHEW! i completed within 63m 07s..no need rerun la.. but den the screw up part is me and my fren cldnt find the timer and get our chips no. but nvm still pass..dun care =)

After the race took free 100plus cold de shiok~ best drink after run under scorching sun..woo..den like doing nth for like 1hr + and fall in under hot sun ccb..cos muz wait to take photos..aiyo -.- in photos also cannot see de la so many ppl. after dismissal went to esplanade cui aircon..song bo ~ den mrt home with timonthy. hee

my legs now super de woobly tmr still gt practical and soc..omfg..dies!! gg :(

2009-08-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

I really like the new environment though it isn't perfect. The bunk wa lao eh..when i first enter the bunk i almost wan to faint lo..its like wtf la. Managed to clean LOTS..and at night we decided to mop the floor..den when the mopping dry out our bunk start to stinks really bad sia..den we realised the mop was used to clean urinals in toilet..wtf lol den from the first day onwards i never let myself touch the floor its fucking dirty and im too lazy to clean with dettol. Put that aside, the training wise is really fun..as in i enjoyed it better than wad i do in my previous camp. I learnt something not many get the chance to learn and i believe it is highly confidential.. =) Lots of theory lessons and practicals and tests..all pack in 1 mnth..Really muz spend this time wisely, be it being truthfully enthu abt army or bonding wif the people. It will be tough but i can't wait for the live firing =DD hehe.. one more good thing is i dun ve to climb stairs lol got lifts omfg..lol! the food there relli is imba de..super de nice cos i heard from fren its by private organization de.. =)

went to check out phones but nth relli fancy me =/ tink i anyhow cho0se ? sunday got army half marathon run aiyoo i dun mind running la but why muz wake up so early wtf..=.= i hate waking up EARLY!!

2009-08-10T18:19:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! lol sound so weird coming out from me.

Anyway, i went to granny's house to celebrate national day cum my big aunt birthday! well nth surprising la XD we do this every 9th of august. So my sis and i alreadi planned to celebrate for her. We bought a cake and make card for her. Obviously it wasn't me who make the card cos im realli relli ..swear that i suck badly at arts . But i did a picture editing for her. Haha.. Well the gathering was pretty fun..and played dai di and russian poker ..Oh ye the food was great too, had curry and curry fish and my fav noodles..anything but rice la i hate RICE!!! Honestly i never once watch national day parade..nothing interests me..This year i watched like 30mins and really..nth interests me at all lol. marching and other stuffs..realli dots. played till like 3am+ den went home played dota and slp :D

This morning was supposed to meet my jc classmates for movies at 11am but due to my power nap..slept till like 1230 and then dad drove me to cathay to meet them at around 230am. well i was expecting more people but its already alot lol. so we went to watch hangover..great movie. I laughed throughout la and i tink it is m18? alot uh humph scences..lol worth it guys XD As we all had to book in except JELLY, so all went home after movies. I din relli catch up much wif them la cos i was super late but i heard most of them 2 hrs late also lol..xP So took mrt back home wif jelly and talked alot la..alot to catch up on. It's great to hear everyone is doing good =)

Booking-in in 2 hrs time and im going on course for 1 mnth haish!! Not really excited but i believe it will be bonding la cos we will go through shits together!!! :x

yes!! Happy 9th dog-day to my dog silky terrier XD!!! Next sat k!! ps =/

2009-07-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

moving my blog to wretch..until i got time to figure it out.

no time to edit new blog..temp using this.

2009-07-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

It was a long week in camp and i realized i have always been negative and dislike towards NS. Despite in NS, i grumbled like 24 hrs to my buddy until he feels NS has zero positive thing..Hahaha! Though i grumbled and slack alot, i know i didn't give up in any trainings la. I had never fall out in any trainings nor taken much MC. So i am not a chao geng warrior! But a chao geng warrior-to-be Lol! I heard from my bunkmate in NS and he says the quickest way to get a 8-5 NS job is to declare that you are GAY! Lol!! He say it is immediate down to pes E lah shiok but hor cannot married la for 10 years or until 40 years old to opposite sex. Wtf lo -.- wad if a gay suddenly decide to become a real man? I remember when i attended City Harvest Church many years back there was a pastor whom was once gay also now married and got kids le. But den i juz think only i won't be so stewpid..probably will slaughter by my parents lol

Anyway there are so much things i wanna blog about NS but then i'm not allowed to!! Got fun stuffs la also got alot negative de Hahaha!! =P Er today had team building team learning with my platoon..we intro ourselves and play a game la...den ask abt feel towards ns and wad i wan achieve in ns..In fact all of them say ns is redundant and total waste of 2 years. Well JUST SHORTEN IT lo!! =( Den i think wad i wan to achieve in ns...discpline? nooo bullshit.. better fitness? yes. silver/gold ippt? yes i wan to achieve it becos im forced to.. And we had SOC training this week (standard obstacle course) like a playground for soldiers..It's pretty fun not as bad as i though but of course i can't clear some of the obstacles but it is all about techniques..and some strength..Fun!!! :D

Sat morning woke up thinking wtf i am in camp on a weekend..Lol But hey it is not bad already considered i am not in Tekong Outfield compared to the rest. But still sad la =/ Muz be negative de..Hahaha..Den received sms in the morning from aunt say my grandma fell down again =/ Sigh..She mentioned about her eye bleeding non stop and cannot be open. Well going to visit her tmr. Take care !! ):

Juz a thing to share with all of u..

When you are angry for 1 minute...
You lost 60 seconds of happiness..

Same goes to NS...Muz remind myself dun be negative but i know its gonne be tough not to do so lol..Stay strong everyone! =)

2009-06-27T18:18:00.001+08:00

1st book in a new unit..Super de sian =( Gonna drag my feet to the camp and this book in is 7 days lo..from sunday to next saturday. reli sian la..summore got soc i hate it..

I didn't expect mum bought me lots of my fav snack for dinner...Wanted to lose weight for better fitness but on second thoughts..shoudn't waste her money and cos she noes i dun eat gd food in camp. Self deceiving..Haha! Talked to mum juz now about seeing jc frens in camp and they are either clerk or driver. Den i told her about my vocation..den she like bit worried haish..Lol. Den i ask her should i go be clerk and driver? She say if you can tahan juz cont wat ure doing now cos its a good experience and can help in ur fitness..she doesnt wan me to gif up so easily. Ok got it, i will do my best =)

I'm thinking of getting or adopting a dog..I wan a medium size dog lol Yest during home visiting saw a golden retriever..super chio la! dream of having one sia!! Really wan to work with dog..If only i can get into k9 unit in ns..that will probably be the best ns experience i would have..but as u noe in life, THINGS DUN TURN OUT UR WAY. Lol

so!!! Dun gif up so easily even things dun work out the way u expected..chiong sua le..bye!

unit

2009-06-27T01:00:00.003+08:00

Ah!! New unit camp looks really rundown..totally not used to it at all :S As usual, i couldn't sleep first few nights and worst of all is to drink like 0.5L of water before going to sleep..practically i woke up every night juz to release my peeeeeeeeeeeee..Haha! Unit's life is totally different from bmt and no longer had the resort style bunk and liveliness in tekong.. They expect good marching from you..well not like bmtc where ur marching cmi they also dun care. Basically you are expected alot of things and you cant slow down and lag behind..no one will wait for you. lol

I saw quite a few JC frenz at there..Haha they are like in pretty slack unit :S My platoon size shrink tremedously and also our section size..but ok la my section ppl still can make it Haha juz that they are over enthu while im force to be one like waking up early and falling in..I realli hate it lah to wake up early..cant wait for ord and sleep like nobody business..but that will be like 1 yr 8 mnths later..wtf lo..

Expected la..unit is like weekends burn de lo..tmr muz go back camp le for live firing and next sat burn for field camp..and they told us dun wry there will be off-in-lieu return which will be on monday and tuesday.... do the math lei..weekends = weekdays? thanks ah -.-

yes i received 9th divsion infatry badge..at least got sth to paste on my uniform..not so empty Haha.. but wad i need now is FREEDOM. sum1 save me please! :(

posting

2009-06-19T17:24:00.010+08:00

I am disappointed =/ I'm always the suay one lo despite im consider the luckier one among people around me. Ok i don't think you can understand what i've juz said. Life is juz so unfair..full of bullshits and downs..What to do? Live with it lor..and what army people said suck thumb..Afterall it is all these craps that make ones tougher and become a real MAN. Haha Just trying to be optimistics.

Army is just another place filled with politics. i hate it..but what to do..You just have to live with it. Seriously it's tiring la..I'm about to move into new units so i juz have to suck thumb for the next 2 yrs. oo ):

met up wif my ns mates on friday after we know our postings. wth lah..its all bull shits.. they always mentioned we are leadership batch and made us undergo sit-test and shit stuffs end up with a shit vocation. thankfully my vocation isnt the worst..but its still bad enuff..forest my 2nd home..I LOVE OUTFIELD!! <--- i muz tell myself that lol

we went to eat at swensen and ordered giant earthquake..omg juz nice for 4 ppl..butterscotch lol! den went arcade..played shooting game and wanted play basketball..i was waiting for my turn cos gt like one 8 yrs old boi infront of me.. he like rambo wtf score 547 or wad..mine like 2xx only =/ den i tink better not play it. lol xia suay u noe =DD den after arcade they wanted watch movie but i dun wan cos movie is damm sian..den walk ard slack and cab to joel house chill.. after that nigel wan to try out cafe del marz bar at sentosa so we went along..mrt to harbourfront and WALKED to sentosa..cos no1 wan spend money on cab lol! =D army men are sooo broke.. we walked like 20mins den like lost luckily saw a shutter bus uncle and he offered to bring us there..e bar is not bad lah but we went too late cos they close at 2am so like chill for an hr den cab to joel house watch twilight wtf lol..never watch romance movie at 3am. the movie like played 5mins i wan sleep liao..in the end nv watch finish and den woke up by nigel in e morning cos he slept the earliest diao played nintendo wii omg damm fun lol..e rabbit can dance de..haha dad got nintendo wii recently den sis took to modified yest..cant wait to play XD

2009-06-16T02:37:00.008+08:00

Nothing much has happened for the past few days...been slacking at home sleeping lo.. lol like not enuff de. Last week went to catch up wif jc frenz at dean's house. first thing i noticed was snowie gone..sigh!! his sis told me she died of illness but she gt two new rabbits mocha and duno wad..forgot le lol..sian ah i tot snowie was cutest ): den after mj we played risk lol wtf..damm funny. den also played mj wif couzin at granny house but kena 'preached' lol..

mocha

mocha wearing my cap XD

e ear drop down de lol!!

maybe going pierce tmr and get my nintendo ds lite screenprotectors .. nitez byebye!!

end of BMT

2009-06-11T19:14:00.007+08:00

I can't believe 13 weeks in BMT ended this fast. I remember the time i whined to my parents about the life in tekong and dreading to book in every sunday - i kinda miss that now..

I remember the very last time i look at my bunk and section mates before the 24km route march on tuesday night, it was empty and the usual liveliness, joy and laughter are no longer there. I told myself if i could i wouldn't mind staying there for another day...week...month. I left the bunk and prepare for the 24km route march which commenced at around 11pm. The route march was dulled as platoon 3 does not sing much ever in marching compared to other platoons. It was not the blisters that makes the route march difficult but rather the sleepiness which i had adjusted to the sleeping timing of 1030-5am for the past 3 months. During the 12-20km, i felt so sleepy that i closed my eyes and march and realized i was out of line and banging to my buddy. Haha! Nevertheless, we got to have night snacks, bananas and cold H2O during each 4km break..i really enjoyed it as it was my last route march in BMT.

The morale was really high after finishing the 24km as the first company. My OC mentioned that no one can tell us that BMT is easy and that we can be proud that we completed it and we will always be Cougar warriors! Haha..The morale among sergeants was high too because they get to have a month break after our batch Lol..

After finishing breakfast and changed our sweaty uniforms, we have to march to parade for standby. Honestly, i did not have any pop's joy at that point of time because i was too shagged after the 24km. As we march into the parade and the feeling is totally different from all the practices we had done. After the re-entry, parents was supposed to put on the cap for us. I thought my dad did not come after waiting for a long time, so i put on the cap myself and then i saw him. I already told him i was on the 8th column the night before yet he don't know where i was. Nvm, forget it..Haha..That marks the end of BMT phase. I couldn't manage to take many photos with them as we were the second company to move off to ferry, so we only had 10 mins to do everything. Sigh..

At night it was supposed to be our pop night at st james but i had a really bad experienced..Sigh..I think i will never go there anymore..

I will always remember platoon 3, especially section 4 as i continue my next phase of army..all the shits we had done..rock on man!! ^ ^

I like this army song :D

I ask my girl
To take a Walk
To take a Walk
Down Orchard Road
Bypass Mandarin
To Centrepoint
Where we had lunch
At MacDonalds'

We had fillet
And an apple pie
We shared a cup
Of Lemon Lime
I held her hands (Holding her hands)
Look into her eyes
I asked her to
Be my valentine (Be my future wife)

There was one night
There was no light
There was no light
So we used torchlight
Torchlight no light
So we used star light
Star light not bright
So we used purple light
purple light in the valley.

2009-06-07T14:52:00.003+08:00

this week sucks man!! kena confinement and cannot book out until this morning. later need to book in le.. fuck up!! haish.. friday when everyday get to book out but you don't, the feeling isn't gd at all. you also see farking lots of people's true colour. we had our pop's rehearsal practice until veri late like 7pm and the ferry intended was 810..so everyone was rushing of course except me becos i dun get to book out. so we rushed to dinner place and most of my platoon mates get drink only because they can have good food outside later duh..i go get my food and eat at one corner..ok la i was rushing while i eat so they can get to book out on time..den like after 3-5mins..got this guy A came to me tap on my shoulder and i said wat..he say "hey we have to go oredi" wa den i buay song oredi..see his face everyday already dulan liao..nvm i didnt like him since the start...den i say ok lo and straight throw the food away den he was like "nvm u finish the food first" fark u la..if u wan me finish den dun bother telling me shit..selfish fuck face. ccb!! but also gt nice ppl la like my buddy..he toks to me before booking out. thank you fugly!!

anyway 3 more days to my pop!!!!!!!! yay!! lol finally..remb when i first enter bmt they will bring you to a pop session..u see them pop u damm demoralize because u gt hell lotsa weeks to go. but now im gonna pop!!! woo.. i will post lots of pics on e day XD!! we going to stjames for party at the ntie!!

2009-05-31T16:35:00.003+08:00

friday

woke up early to eat cos mum cooked den went back to slp till 6 plus until joel called me. lol went with issac n joel to tm to eat seoul garden but ended up at ljs cos seoul super ex like 25++. ljs saved like 15 bucks..we were planning to go weijie house after eating but as we were eating in ljs, we talked abt crap n DOTA..so we went to lanshop near century sq -.-..played for like 3 games den isaac went skating wif frens. me n joel too lazy to go weijie house so went to tm check movie timing and watch monst vs aliens 3D omfg..lol i dun relli like animated movies but it isnt dat bad lah..haha after dat like 1am le called weijie and they still at his house so we decided to go la to show face..took cab down..his house quite nice la..quite big also. lol omg!! got indoor swimming pool andthe washing basin is porcelein de..his house basement got k-set, pool, drumset and mj.. joined them for blackjack..den sing K..omg damm funny la..weiyang..hahaha den cab home wif fabian and his gf and joel..quite fun la!!

sat
watched taken at granny house.. fast paced i like..gd movie..wanted watch slumdog millionaire but ..ok nvm cannot blog such thing here..slack till 11pm went home dota wif joel n hsi fren till 3am

oh ye i saw gabriel law at tm omg.. LOL!! he can recognize me but abit reluctant to tok to me cos i always make fun of him last time sia..haish..ok booking in le..=(

2009-05-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

get to book out tdy cos of e off-in-lieu for vesak day... song bo!!! hehe.. this week pretty slack. exz the 16km route march but it was ok for me..:D . the longer i stay in army, the more slack i am.. i learnt to chao geng and slack every single opportunity i can grab..slacking roxzz la!!

i was told my granny fell down after having lunch. ahh..aunt say she going for some brain scanning to check if there is any internal bleeding. relli scare me out lo when i receive e news.. she cares for me alot since e day i can breathe until now she still does..and relli wish i can spend more time wif her(damm _ _)! going visit her tmr..get well soon!!

2009-05-24T22:32:00.010+08:00

waked up feeling really sick la..cough until chest pain like fark and super giddy. den dad drived me to ttsh see doc la.. she say i got some virus infection..den i say i giddy she ask me grab her hands n push her =.= i tio chua lo i veri shy 1..dne she gave me 2 days mc..so booking in on monday. den went to newton circus eat duck noodle wif dad and cos called me lo my phone low batt and i din noe the no. is cos so i din ans. then he called my dad wtf la.. ask me y nv book in.. y nv report to platoon sergeant.. relly no freedom sia army.. cannot reach u = disturb ur family le..summore ask me muz standby phone for call. haiz..

night went to meet up sis n sis-in-law-to-be for dinner wif dad and mum. the dessert imba lol and grilled prawns omg....my sis n her bf treated damm nice la..its at cafebiz at traders hotel.. duno e price but e food is gd..:D:D thx! had fun toking army shit wif my sis bf and next time i treat la when i work.

disgusting but nice

although the feeling is not there anymore..but still happy la can take pic tgt!! :P

2009-05-23T12:48:00.003+08:00

my frenz all received their nus posting le lol left me sianzz lol e worst is i lost my application and pin no =.=" lol i kan even go online check my application status...song bo!!! i need e letter by 1 june or i gg. my frenz say even kana rejected also will receive letter so meaning either i haven receive or i din apply.. zz cb knn!! GIVE ME MY LETTER.

part2:
aunt called me to go open house at nus wif her. i say ok and omg lol its boring lah shit sia.. i not study type nor sport..siao liao la..i ask a professor why i have receive my letter yet den he say go help me check. so after walking around to museum and chem lab(super orbit) i received a call from him saying i have to go down admission office to ask personally..ok thank you professor!!

den after dat went aunt house eat lala LOl! shiok!! took bus home change den cab down to tm to meet joel for movie n dinner. e cab uncle tok alot cock wif me la until 10 bucks cab fare he charge me for 8 lol.. den i went to buy tix for angels n demons. at first got more peeps coming but ended up all wan go clubbing only so juz me n joel went watch. zzZZzz watched angels n demons la..1st impression is like davinci code..exactly same actor i tink.. not a bad movie cos its fast paced and last 2.5 hrs worth e money. den after movie its like 1230am we too lazy go club meet them ended up watching night at e museum 2. really funny movie lol..after e movie was like 3am le den cab home dota n slp..

2009-05-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

Really, its only 2 months yet im already sick of the life of army. worst there are 2 yrs ahead before i out of this dull dready boring life. or maybe not there is still reservist. people always say since you cant escape from it, why not look from other perspective and enjoy it making full use of this 2 years. sorry i tried and i beg to differ, i am pretty sure no one likes such a life even the most physically fit person because it detains ur freedom and time to spend with your loved ones. the key is that NO ONE likes it. since no one really likes it, therefore they will not put in their 100% best in it, so why do we still have national service? the answer is we are a small nation and that as a singaporean male citizen we need to protect our family and country and learn from our history and blah blah blah. sg only natural resource lies in it population and since it is the only one, why waste 2 years? look at other countries, most of them as early as 24 are already taking up phD while here maybe a bachelor. therefore we the only natural resource are lagging compared wif others and this led to some sort of economic inefficiency whereby we are just taking a meagre sum of pay from govt during e 2 yrs course while in fact we could have contribute to the economy and gaining knowledge, further contributing to sg situtation especially at this time of recession. But no, we are learning enemy ahead, take cover!. we need a 4g army..perhaps inanother 20 years?

yesterday i had dinner with dad.. at first we went to united sq wanted to have vienna buffet but gosh, lots of people and the queue was like 40 mins? ah -.- sianz the food looks good and i saw people having red wine song bo!!! in e end we went to east coast had seafood lol.. ordered black pepper crab, cereal prawn, youtiao thing and mee goreng(SUCKS) i wont try black pepper again..next time is chillie tink looks good and better. the bill totalled to 106.85. haha dad treated. then went to a dessert shop buy back home. fcuking small serving and expesnive. one small red bean soup 2++. feel tio scam sia. i feel happy yesterday but could have been happier if my sis and mum are around. but i bet it wont happen anymore. we never been together since like 6-7 yrs ago. i longed for the past..really. going army makes me realize important of family...like out alone in the field the only motivation is ur loved ones. seeing other army mates have family pic in their wardrobe makes me feel rather sianz..lol..my wish now is to have a family photo together with them..a dream? hope not..

2009-05-03T15:59:00.005+08:00

It has been eons since my last blog, probably busy with army and hardly touch comp when i book out. Basically i can't blog about army stuffs so i have to be careful with it. I thought my 6 days 5 nites field camp was over..ahhh sian muz go outfield again for 3 days 2 nites. im coming sandflies!! u better backoff coz i gonna apply damm thick layers of insect repellent this time...no chance for u!! :D

my mum juz came back from taiwan and i got lots of stuffs from her..wa their foods super nice la..riceball, ba wan and their pineapple tarts super diff 1. also e jeans and clothes mum and uncle choose for me..taiwan rozz man!! :D my mum said jiujiu damm gd at bargaining lol..i shld learn bit la cos hor i dun bargain at all. i see stuffs i like i dun care e price at all. my mum is planning to go taiwan for 2-3 days shopping ater i pop. can't wait sia..

i treasure every single bookout time to STUFF MYSELF. ok crap. i eat alot fast food and basically unhealthy food NON STOP. guess my 5 days exercize > weekend food

next sundae is MUMMY'S DAY!! YO!!! my sis changed her rom to actual wedding n she suggests to have a parents meet up during next sat..if i go veri weird hor? mum wans me accompany her..thinking of wad to get for mum. she wanted a phone and asked my line ending soon . 2 more mnths to 20 mnths and can upgrade phone. actually was thinking to get a sony fone cos mine now veri heavy. tink i will get e phone for her if she wans la.. i found my frogskin le! going down see next week..it costs 265. psp3k added 2 new colour green n yellow, go check it out! getting the blue one after modification is ready.

going to prepare to book-in. muz tink positively altough the feeling suck badly. here i come yo!!

puffy cheek

2009-03-10T02:53:00.002+08:00

i realise i have puffy cheek or rather fat cheek. lol!! i surf the net den found out could be due various reasons la. i tink mine is quick weight loss last time and flabby muscles. maybe genetics due to bone structures i duno!! HAHA den flabby muscles go ns hope can correct it. lol!!..i must start taking more vege and fruits and drink lottas of water. last time i could drank up till 2 1.5L of water a day LOL!! fark im awater tank. but now i cant anymore. haha..

i decided to take science in uni majoring in chem. but i dun wan to become a cher Zzz boring. i might also take up acca outside, see how ba.

i'm ready to cut botak XD who wan see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

farewell army

2009-03-08T15:12:00.010+08:00

yest went clark quay cos dey wan to ve a farewell dinner b4 i go ns..hahaha!!we decided go to the central eat. lol!! inside almost half is jap food seh.lol! den we went to manhattan fish market eat cos long queue so try try!! i had alaskan fish n chips n we ordered seafood platter for 2 to share!! omg la..its darn big ahhaha!! the garlic butter rich superb nice lol!! den after dinner went to e riverside walk walk..nth to see much hhaa.. den took mrt. den took mrt to harboufront cos my cousin wan shit LOL.. den slack bit dere and mrt back to hg.!! hahah den uncle fetched us go hg de mac dere slack and tok.. we do lotta shits like playing wif straw, and magic. lol!!! slack till like 1am den go home. lol!!

Remioromen's 6th album is out lol!! yo!! bud only 1 new song e rest old songs -___- duno shld buy or not. darn!!.quite exp buy from japan haha..

6th album:sakura

5th album and kaze no chroma single+ poster from JAPAN =)

A level result

2009-03-07T08:54:00.006+08:00

my most anxious day is over!!! lol!! yest couldnt slp so woke up damm early..haha den afterawhile go meet marcus and jk for lunch haha. we went to eat at jack place at cetury sq lol!! den we eat lol and before even finish it we chiong back to sch cos we were late yo! hmm den we enter the sch the atmosphere like veri buang-ed la lol!! den went to hall. all the cts are to give talk and praise their class students especially those wif 3 H2' A's. den like finally our class turns my ct say s21 all stand i wan to praise u all for being well done and all pass GP.. omg la LOL i darn happy can.. lol!! den she din praise any particular so our class nobody has 3 H2 A's lol!!!.. den is like got part 2 heard principal tok craps..ok finnaly den gif back result lol!! omg... i saw my chemistry A super happy la!! HAHA but den physics B wth!!! i expecting an A. cb!! but math i tot gg le c or d den B LOL!! overall i did quite ok for H2. H1 is farking cb!!! my econs C omg la wth? -____- i ask my econs cher tot i did quite ok..den she say pp veri easy so wad bell shape curve veri sharp!! lol i dun unde nvm la... i can get into de course i wan.!! yo!!! deb we went ehub celebrated bit den go home. lol!!

Nightmare

2009-03-05T21:50:00.003+08:00

The day, 6th march will mark end of my 12 years of education. I'm feeling anxious and nervous, probably knowing i won't do well. I remember one of my friend told me before exam if you want to sleep and play well after exam and go to the school hall during result day knowing u own e goshdarn A level, then i should study hard. That time i thought it was darn true but i ignored it, being over confident I PLAYED DOTA BEFORE THE ACTUAL DAY OF A LEVEL EXAMS. I was distracted by many stuffs and even turn my bioclock around, that means during exam i felt like sleeping. I really regretted.. zao zhi dao..zao zhi dao..Haish. I'm ready to accept my punishment tmr. Probably can't sleep tonight.. And goodluck to all my classmates & jc mates, hope u get wad u wan!

wish me luk..i need it badly.

surgery

2009-02-21T14:24:00.002+08:00

ye! it's over =P

i was the first patient so after reaching at 745am the nurse needs to do some admin work before i could proceed. she keeps playing classical FM on radio and asked me twice "nice right" i said no -_______- i dun like classical lah..sorry! But she quite nice lei keep joke joke wif me den i not panic at all hee..

den she told me go strip everything n change to e surgery clothes la..then need to lie down on the pushing bed. i kept telling myself small surgery nia dun need nervous..lol den i was damm relax. den like afterwhile got 2 nurses push me into the surgery ward and wtf la lol i was shivering non stop when i entered. its freakin scary..no joke u see all the operating tools and the lightnings. ur balls will drop sia..then got 1 nurse chatting wif me while others putting needles into my hands. she asked me why i wan do this before NS..becos can do during NS. then i say cos dun wan so troublesome quickly settle ma. then she laughed and when they push me inside she said "true ns man is here" i like wtf make me damm paiseh.. zzZZ

next moment i knew was lying on e bed and e surgery is over.. wah but i no feeling cos the anaestsisisis not over yet..den i got discharged at 3pm and took cab home wif mummy. overall i tink i quite brave lol..

haish really not a good experience and i won't do it if i have others choice.. sark cock!!! 10 days cannot go out haish how sia? dota dota DOTA. haish.

2009-02-19T19:19:00.006+08:00

tomorrow is my BIGDAY!!! honestly i am not nervous at all la because i've been wanting to do it. im only worry about ish the outcome. i found out my doctor is actually an NIE graduate -_______- tat means he was a teacher la wth!! like no link to doctor sia, so im a little worried about the surgery..haish!! but think so much also no use la so i will just go for it !!! :D

t700!! Gold or is the latest colour.

OAKLEY!

2009-02-15T12:39:00.004+08:00

I've been lazyin ard inhouse -_____- dont feel like going out at all lol maybe cos of the adult fare. everytime i forgot to tap it when i go down, jus not used to it. So comp has been my good frend when im inhouse and i googled alot..i found a sunglass brand: Oakley. dey ve relli cool sunglasses and i prefer frogskin e best :P

matte white frogskin with gold iridium shade. e website put sold out lol. cost us100. still waiting for my debit card to arrive. humph :D

I'M FUCKING PISSED.

2009-02-11T19:30:00.016+08:00

fark you retarded. feed my dog wif noodle. ccb!